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Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Moved - Update: Jan. 9, 2018 - Part 4D - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’

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TUESDAY, JANUARY 9, 2018

Part 4D - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’

https://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2018/01/part-4d-homosexuality-if-it-is-not_9.html

Speaking Out - TRUTH - On Homosexuality - Seeking End - Historical Pervasive Destruction Force of ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’ - made HITLER Dictator - Ushered in GLOBALIZATION - Now Threatens - Global ANNIHILATION

Cardinal Marx, Germany - says ANTI-GAY DISCRIMINATION, NOT same-sex marriage, is DEFEAT for Church - the Church must also express its REGRET that it did NOTHING historically to OPPOSE the prosecution of homosexuals

Curia & Hierarchy - 60 Years BREACH in this DIALOGUE on HOMOSEXUALITY - Twisted Word “LOVE” to Mean Opposite - Fatal - to human development - REENACTMENTS of NAZISM - Dissociated Repressed Homosexuals - A Self-perpetuating Violence

Pope Francis UNTWISTING Distorted Word “LOVE” - by Reactivating DIALOGUE between SCIENCE and RELIGION = Light of TRUTH - Gives Meaning and Value - to LOVE

Published Letter to Bishop Walkowiak - Challenging CURIA’S Publicly Established record - Complete ABSENCE of SCIENCE on Homosexuality - Attempt to Remove Fr. Marty Kurylowicz from the priesthood - Void of TRUTH & LOVE - Allows VIOLENCE against CHILDREN to Continue Generationally

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The continuation of:

WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 6, 2017

Update: Dec. 9, 2017

Part 4C - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’ http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/12/part-4c-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

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SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 12, 2017

Update: Dec. 6, 2017 -

Part 4B - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’ http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/11/part-4b-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

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WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 18, 2017
Update: Nov. 3, 2017 -
Part 4A - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’
http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/10/part-4-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

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FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 15, 2017

Update: Sept. 22, 2017 -

Part 3 - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’

https://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/09/update-sept-15-2017-part-3.html

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TUESDAY, AUGUST 22, 2017

Part 2 - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL'

http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/08/part-2-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

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FRIDAY, AUGUST 18, 2017

Part 1 - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’

http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/08/homosexuality-if-it-is-not-choice-if-it.html

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MONDAY, OCTOBER 16, 2017

CONTENT OVERFLOW FROM Part 4A -

Part 5 - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’

https://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/10/part-5-homosexuality-if-it-is-not_16.html

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STOP!!!

Harming - C H I L D R E N - For Life

With

M i s i n f o r m a t i o n
ON

Sexual Orientation and Gender Identity

American College of Pediatricians (ACP)

NOT - A Credible Medical Organization

IS NOT

American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP)

IS THE

Credible Medical Organization

Pediatricians back Pope Francis on ‘gender theory

Aug 9, 2016

…A paper released this past week by the American College of Pediatricians [ACP] on gender dysphoria (GD) in children-a psychological condition in which children experience a marked incongruence between their experienced gender and their biological sex…

Read more:

https://cruxnow.com/commentary/2016/08/09/pediatricians-back-pope-francis-gender-theory/

The American College of Pediatricians Is an Anti-LGBT Group

May 8, 2017

Did you read this headline and think I was accusing The American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP) of opposing the LGBT community? That’s the problem. A small anti-LGBT group called the “American College of Pediatricians (ACP)” created a name that is easily confused with the AAP, the largest pediatrics organization in the country.

It is disturbing that news organizations and physicians are citing the "ACP" as a reputable source. The ACP is a small group of physicians that left the AAP after the AAP released a 2002 policy statement explaining that gay parents pose no risk to adopted children. The Southern Poverty Law Center has repeatedly labeled the ACP as an anti-LGBT hate group that promotes false claims and misleading scientific reports. Chillingly, the group has moved beyond its online reports, deeper into the political arena. They have gone as far as filing amicus briefs to U.S. courts for major cases concerning LGBT rights. Their reports have gained traction, despite clear criticism from expert physicians in the field. When asked about the ACP, Dr. Scott Leibowitz, medical director of the THRIVE program at Nationwide Children's Hospital and chair of the sexual orientation and gender identity issues committee for the American Academy of Child & Adolescent Psychiatry, did not parse his words, "It can hardly be a credible medical organization when it consistently chooses to ignore science and the growing evidence base that clearly demonstrates the benefits of affirmative care with LGBT youth across all ages."

Below are a few false statements propagated by the ACP that have the potential to harm LGBT youth:

Read more: https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/political-minds/201705/the-american-college-pediatricians-is-anti-lgbt-group

Pope Francis visits children’s hospital on eve of the Epiphany

January 5, 2018

On the eve of Epiphany, when most Italian children wake up to find gifts and candy, Pope Francis visited a pediatric hospital outside Rome.

The pope arrived at the Palidoro Bambino Gesu Hospital at about 3 p.m. on Jan. 5 and visited the various wards where about 120 children are receiving treatment, according to the Vatican press office…

Read more: https://cruxnow.com/vatican/2018/01/05/pope-visits-sick-children-eve-epiphany/

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How did the Vatican become inundated, over the past 30 years,

with men lacking the credentials

who are unqualified to hold any positions of

Church authority?

Reprehensible Ignorance of

Curia and Hierarchy

Science of Homosexuality

Unaware of the Science on Homosexuality since 1957

Against proven facts: they continue to make erroneous connections - that destroy a person reputation

NO connection between being gay and pedophilia

NO connection between gay adult pornography and child pornography

NO more than PLAYBOY - straight adult pornography

is connected to child pornography

Hitler Exploited - Ignorance Societal Antigay Prejudices

Political Weapon

Resulted

Deaths of 70 million people

And

Today the Threat of

Nuclear War

The one single question that kept driving my research of the curia and hierarchy - was the same one that has been annoying me ever since I came out 1997 - how come the men at the Vatican were not aware of the science and scripture on the homosexuality? How could the science on homosexuality that is accepted by all the major medical and mental health associations and organizations around the world stating the homosexuality is a normal and positive variation of human sexuality and that attempts to change or repress a child’s gay sexual orientation has been to have caused dangerous effects on the safety and well-being of the child - not even be in the radar range of understanding by the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy??? They cannot all be so stupid. Or can they be??? If they are - how did they ever get to be leaders of the Catholic Church?

Ironically, the answer is related to the same reasoning for which I came out March 1997. I came out to protect children growing up gay from the lifelong harmful effects caused by the unsubstantiated antigay social and religious norms that strongly contributes to forcing the suppression of a child’s gay sexual orientation. The members of the curia and hierarchy clearly exhibit the symptoms, as adults - of being forced to suppress their gay sexual orientation during their early childhood years.

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For several years - prior to my “coming out” I had been thoroughly and professionally studying and researching the science on homosexuality (University of Michigan and the American Psychological Association), including in spiritual direction and in psychotherapy.

I have also - listened to parents of gay children, from across the US, those who are Catholic riddled with guilt from, first, subjecting their gay children to the dictates of the Catechism of the Catholic Church on Homosexuality, because they were led to believe it was the best treatment for their gay child - instead, they were horrified to find that they were causing their gay children unnecessary and excruciating suffering. This type of revelation for loving parents is extremely devastating to learn that what they thought was beneficial for their gay child that it was presumed sanctioned by God - God’s will - was in fact lethally harmful to the safety and well-being of their gay child. Including, realizing that they were contributing the hostility of the social environments of their child. And somewhere through this process parents agonized in any number of possible ways from feelings of guilt, betrayal and anger towards God, until like in organizations, such as, Pflag ("Parents, Families, and Friends of Lesbians and Gays") they were then able to openly discuss these endless feelings with other parents of gay children - often including a number of Catholic parents. In meeting with other concerned gay parents they were able to resolve their issues and find support and healing and reconnected ever more closely to their gay child or gay adult child.

A good part of my moral reasoning for “coming out” March 1997 - 20 years ago - was, first of all, of course to protect children growing up gay from the lifelong harmful effects caused by the unsubstantiated antigay social and religious norms that strongly contributes to the forced suppression of their gay sexual orientation. But I also felt deeply for the parents of gay children who seem to be tortured by the fact - believing that they somehow caused their child to be gay. And then to feel additional severe grief when they learn that what they were led to believe was God’s will according to the Catechism of the Catholic Church on Homosexuality was lethally harming their gay child. For me, as stated above, I had previously spent several years professionally studying the both the science and scriptural aspects of homosexuality - I knew the truth of the matter that these parents of gay children did nothing wrong that being gay truly is a gift from God. Being a priest I could not stand by and do nothing - if I was dumber - more stupid - like the curia and hierarchy were and still are - I could have avoided “coming out.” However, I was loved as a child and all of my life - by my dad. I certainly did not deserve to be loved anymore than any other child, but I was and that has made all the difference - in my realizing my responsibility to protect all children - in the same way that my dad loved me.

Video clip:

Senator John McClellan

Army–McCarthy hearings - 1954

“Convicting People by Rumor and Hearsay and Innuendo.”

After - risking my life for the protection of children - I find myself being judged by the ignorance and hysterical antigay antics of the likes of Cardinal Burke and those who blindly are supportive of his criminal behavior and his questionable mental stability (as overwhelmingly documented throughout the news media). What a joke? I am first subjected to intense intimidation tactics and then demonized to destroy my credibility. Efforts to destroy my credibility, the same as with others - is through tactics of “rumor and hearsay and innuendo,” but never by actual evidence!!! Burke’s strategic efforts in these type of clandestine tactics mirrors those used during the Army–McCarthy hearings (were a series of hearings held by the United States Senate's Subcommittee on Investigations (April-June 1954) to investigate conflicting accusations between the United States Army and U.S. Senator Joseph McCarthy):

…When Cohn asserted that he had corroboration of Markward's testimony from a confidential source, Senator John McClellan rebuked him for alluding to evidence he was not actually presenting. Chairman Karl Mundt ruled that Cohn's comments be stricken from the record. McClellan responded:

Full text of

"Army Signal Corps - subversion and espionage. Hearings, Eighty-third Congress, first session pursuant to S. Res. 40”

…Senator McClellan. I do not think it is fair to a witness, to a citizen of this country, to bring them up here and cross-examine them and when they get through, say, "The FBI has something on you that condemns you. It is not sworn testimony. It is convicting people by rumor and hearsay and innuendo.

…Senator McClellan. Mr. Chairman, here is my position: You can strike it from this printed record, but you cannot strike these statements made by counsel here as to evidence that we are having and withholding. You cannot strike that from the press nor from the public mind once it is planted there. That is the evil of it. People that are accused have a right to be confronted.
Read more: https://archive.org/stream/armysignalcorpss10unit/armysignalcorpss10unit_djvu.txt

"Have You No Sense of Decency?”

June 9, 1954

Army-McCarthy hearings - clip

Wisconsin Republican Senator Joseph R. McCarthy

United States Senate

…The army hired Boston lawyer Joseph Welch to make its case. At a session on June 9, 1954, McCarthy charged that one of Welch's attorneys had ties to a Communist organization. As an amazed television audience looked on, Welch responded with the immortal lines that ultimately ended McCarthy's career: "Until this moment, Senator, I think I never really gauged your cruelty or your recklessness." When McCarthy tried to continue his attack, Welch angrily interrupted, "Let us not assassinate this lad further, senator. You have done enough. Have you no sense of decency?"

Overnight, McCarthy's immense national popularity evaporated. Censured by his Senate colleagues, ostracized by his party, and ignored by the press, McCarthy died three years later, 48 years old and a broken man…

Read more:

https://www.senate.gov/artandhistory/history/minute/Have_you_no_sense_of_decency.htm

Because for Cardinal Burke and the like to publicly make their accusations about me known - they would be sued for libel and slander!!! And besides, it would publicly uncover the lifelong harmful effects caused by the the Catechism of the Catholic Church notations on Homosexuality - making them responsible for their criminal negligence of propagating proven to be unsubstantiated teachings on homosexuality extremely harmful to the lives of children: that is the cause of the dissociated adolescent inappropriate behavior, including adult pornography and maintaining these antigay prejudges as a lethal political weapon - first used by Hitler and the Nazi regime, then in the US that led to the extreme societal abuse of globalization.

As explained in Part 4C:

Regardless of the past 60 years of the research on the sexual orientation - Burke is still always confused about the facts about homosexuality: that gay adult pornography IS NOT child pornography, he is confused about the scientific facts that homosexuality is in NO WAY connected to pedophilia.

And the confusion that some gay people experience during their adolescent years about their sexual orientation, as erroneously condemned by Burke - is solely due to the forced suppression of a child’s gay sexual orientation prescribed by the Catechism of the Catholic Church on Homosexuality that causes the gay child to dissociated mentally about any emotional or physical aspects that the child will naturally begin experiencing as the child reaches the age of puberty. This mental dissociation often leads to the child - as a teenager - to act out in a psychologically disguised inappropriate manner that he is not fully conscious is homosexual. This is much like the antigay politicians, cardinals and bishops - who fiercely condemns homosexuality publicly - but privately they are found having gay sex in public restrooms.

Gay adult pornography is NOT criminal behavior and it is considered harmless, among researchers, whereas, Burke’s homosexual repressive behavior is considered severely dangerous to people's lives. Burke is ruthless and reckless with his delusional understanding about homosexuality - destroying people's lives and their reputations by projecting his own questionable sexual fantasies onto innocent men and then without any judicial oversight - judging them for crimes they never committed - they were only committed in Burke's mind. Burke's mental stability is highly questionable - he appears not to be mentally sound to be in the position of any authority. Gay adult pornography would NOT even be an issue - if gay people were never forced to suppress their gay sexual orientation and told that it was evil and instead if gay people were encouraged to form lifelong committed relationships with someone they fell in love with - the same as heterosexual couples are encouraged to do and that is celebrated in the Church. Gay adult pornography is a very poor substitute for not having a lifelong committed relationship.

This is the open discussion that was to take place at the second session of the Synod on Family 2015 - but through hysterical antics by people such as Cardinal Burke, who vowed to resist - caused this discussion to be canceled. Shame on Cardinal Burke - who knows nothing about the science on homosexuality!!! Burke is not the kind of Christian example the Church wants to display or support - it mirrors too closely the genocide - 'ethnic cleansing' that Pope Francis was faced with in Myanmar, like all genocides.

So ,How did the Vatican become inundated, over the past 30 years,

with men lacking the credentials who are unqualified to hold any positions of Church authority?

How this happened appears to be straight forward textbook material, however, a most extremely severe case. Unfortunately, there is no forum among the members of curia and hierarchy - to discuss these findings in a professional, knowledgable and critical manner, who have the proper credentials. In describing the behavioral of Benedict XVI, it is a clinical interpretation - not gospel. Interpretations are an approximation of the sum total of a number of elements, perspectives and evidence i.e. historical, psychological, etc. that presents a picture of being in the neighborhood of the life of a person - meaning not at the exact location or address. It is through the collaboration in individual psychotherapy sessions that the therapist and the person together we able to arrive closer to right address. Interpretations are always presented as a means for a person to better understand his or her life, in order not to be controlled by past emotional events and obtained a fuller access to the use of his or her emotions to be used as guides throughout life. I truly believe that Benedict XVI suffered greatly being born and growing up in Nazi Germany, I would not like to add to Benedict's distress in any way. What is straight-forward about Benedict’s situation is the understanding of re-enactments that we reenact in our lives - past traumatic events - in the present. We are not conscious of the fact that we are reenacting past traumatic events in our lives. In so many ways - we reenact even disturbing events in our lives of how we were mistreated and or abuse as children - hurting others in same way we were hurt. Know thyself - key to ending these reenactments that control and disrupt out lives.

Hitler & Nazis

Racial Purity - Nazism

All Is

P S E U D O S C I E N C E

Benedict XVI reenacted in 1981 - what appears to be his early childhood traumatic memories of Hitler and the Nazis propaganda claiming that homosexuals threaten the very existence of true Germany people and that like the Jews were parasites, who need to be exterminated. But in reality Hitler only exploited and built upon the existing societal antigay prejudices of the Germany people - to massacre his opposition who threaten his authority to bring to fruition the pseudoscience of his delusional concept of nazism. Hitler did this by publicly falsely accusing those who opposed him of being homosexuals. In this way Hitler was able to covered up his diabolical orchestration of nazism - that would lead by the end of World War II to the deaths of 70 million people.

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H o m o s e x u a l s

Brownshirts

Catholic Clergy

Hitler and the Nazi regime made these false accusation of homosexuality against the Nazi paramilitary known as the Brownshirts (Stormtroopers) that resulted in the massacre event of the - ‘Night of the Long Knives’ June 30, 1934. Hitler and the Nazi regime did the same to the outspoke anti-nazi Catholic clergy for 1935 - 1937 that allowed him to remove them to be re-educated in the concentration camps where they were killed. The truth of these atrocities never surfaced until well after WWII 1945. However, what effect theses atrocities had on children growing up gay - has never been identified - until possibly now. Research of the lifelong harmful effects experienced by Germany children growing up through the atrocities of Hitler and the Nazi regime have only begun in the previous decade - sixty years after the end to WWII (a few research studies are documented below).

In 1981, Benedict XVI appears of possibly having had flashbacks - a traumatic stated of mind - which would be an unconscious reenactment of an overwhelming terror experienced as a child that has been frozen in time related to the (erroneous) lethal threat of homosexuals to people. Including, the underlying assumption of the Nazis, according to Hitler’s pseudoscience of the ideology of racial purity were that homosexuals, like the Jews were not really human beings and therefore they could easily be disposed of like killing a “dangerous, disease-carrying rats” or other parasitic organisms. For Hitler and the Nazis - the Jews, homosexuals, Gypsies and others were excluded - not deserving to share the human rights of the rest of the Germany people. It is wrong to kill another human being, but it is not wrong to kill a rat, a Jew or a homosexual.

This of course, in no way appears to be a willful action on the part of Benedict XVI to treat homosexuals as less than human - as subhuman, as disease infested rats or “parasitic organisms — as leeches, lice, bacteria, or vectors of contagion.” Nonetheless, it clearly appears to be an unconscious reenactment of an overwhelming terror experienced - as a child - that has been frozen in time. The traumatization of these events re-experienced in adult life would significantly minimize the rational part of the brain and the emotional part of the brain would become dominant. Dr. Bessel van der Kolk explains how trauma or the re-experiencing trauma “flashbacks” will shut down the rational brain and how the emotional brain takes over.

In someone as brilliant as, Benedict XVI, - these re-enactments of strong emotional reactions appear to be more obvious, because of his ability to be extremely rational and even temper. They appear as huge blips inconsistent to his normal regular behavior. They only appear regarding the subject of homosexuality and to a lesser degree related to Marxism. Benedict has been intolerant of the topic of homosexuals and excluding the science on homosexuality. Benedict appears to be unconsciously prescribing a blatant - Nazi recipe for the genocide of gay people.

Early Childhood

TRAUMATIZATION

I M P R E G N A T I N G

N a z i s m

Globally

This is not the fault of Benedict XVI - it clearly appears that he is reenacting what he experienced as a child regarding the Nazi treatment of homosexuals and that he had been repeatedly traumatized by these events that were lost deep in his unconscious mind in his early childhood years growing up. Benedict experienced the hostile events of the Brownshirt, a Nazi paramilitary organization, that caused the Ratzinger family to have to moved several times before Benedict was 10 years old. Though these hostile events are buried deep in his unconscious and ARE forgotten these traumatizing emotional memories are separated from the horrific events that provoked them. However, separated and forgotten - the emotional elements of these traumatic memories remain alive and active though under disguised form - they are continually disrupting a person’s life and by extension the lives of others. We can observe in Benedict how traumatizing events from early childhood can be repeated decades later in the child's adult life. We can observe how the seed of nazism encased in the antigay propaganda - can be planted in a child's mind - unknown to the child and buried in the child's unconscious mind. We can also observe how the seeds of nazism can be impregnated in a future social environment and how if that person is given a position of global authority - the seeds of nazism can be impregnated globally.

I N N A T E ???

Because these Nazi antigay traumatizing events are buried deep in the unconscious mind of the child and are completely forgotten - as an adult - this person will misconstrued the continual activation of the separated traumatic emotional elements from the traumatizing antigay events - as being an innate indication that homosexuality is evil. However, they are not innate!!! What is wrongly believed to be innate - is the pervasive ignorance and fear of societal antigay prejudices of the social environment that the gay child is raised in - for Benedict this is Nazi Germany and for Cardinal Burke this is the terrorizing antigay social environment of the USA of the 1950s fostered by the US Senator from Wisconsin Joseph McCarthy.

The reason why these traumatic emotional elements are continually being activated throughout the lifetime of the person - is because they are being generated by the person's gay sexual orientation, which the person in varying degrees of severity is dissociated from, since early childhood years growing up. The science on sexual orientation is that it functions 24/7 outside the conscious awareness of the person.

Excerpt below from Part 4A:

http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/10/part-4-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

Sexual Orientation - Not Chosen

Cannot be Changed

Cannot be Permanently Suppressed

Mentally Dissociation = Dangerous & Violent

Acting Out Behaviors

No one chooses their sexual orientation and the gender that a person fines attractive remains stable throughout that person’s life, it identifies and confirms a person’s sexual orientation. A person’s sexual orientation functions automatically and continuously 24/7 outside a person’s conscious awareness (24 hours a day - 7 days a week). What this means is that a person will experience being emotionally and physically sexually aroused whenever he comes in contact with an attractive person of gender that corresponds to his sexual orientation. If the male person is gay - then whenever he sees or views images of or has thoughts of an attractive male person - he will automatically feel emotionally and physically sexually aroused. This sexual arousal happens outside the person’s conscious control. This has been demonstrated in the research study of 2012, at Cornell University, “The Eyes Have It: Sex and Sexual Orientation Differences in Pupil Dilation Patterns.”

I n t e r r e l a t e d

Biological and Psychological
Processes of
Sexual Orientation

Sexual orientation refers to an enduring pattern of emotional, romantic and/or sexual attractions to men, women or both sexes... http://www.apa.org/topics/lgbt/orientation.aspx

Autonomic nervous system

The autonomic nervous system is a control system that acts largely unconsciously and regulates bodily functions such as the heart rate, digestion, respiratory rate, pupillary response, urination, and sexual arousal… https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autonomic_nervous_system

The research study of 2012, at Cornell University found that measurements of pupil dilation taken while study participants viewed erotic videos of people they found attractive - was a robust indicator of - a person’s sexual orientation and of the activation of the autonomic nervous system. The results of bisexual men was of significant importance in this new study that revealed they had substantial pupil dilations to sexual videos of both men and women.

Autonomic Nervous System

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The Eyes Have It: Sex and Sexual Orientation Differences in Pupil Dilation Patterns

August 3. 2012

…pupil dilation to stimuli indicates activation of the autonomic nervous system. This system is associated with many automatic processes such as perspiration, digestion, blood pressure, and heart rate. For this reason, pupil dilation has been used as indicator of automatic response, for example, in studies of implicit reaction and cognitive load. Other research suggests that pupil dilation can reflect automatic attention, or attention that is likely not in the conscious control of participants. It is therefore unlikely that participants suppress pupil dilation to stimuli they are sexually attracted to. Pupil dilation patterns could therefore reflect, with high sensitivity, automatic attention related to sexual attraction and sexual orientation… Photo

Read more: http://journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0040256

E r r o n e o u s B e l i e f

Ignorance and Fear of Societal Antigay Prejudices

I N N A T E

Not only is a gay child, at 4 and 5 years of age (1) traumatized by his parents disproval of his expression of love, (2) he is forced to suppress something that he has no adult conceptual understanding of what it is (his gay sexual orientation) and in addition, (3) he is being forced to suppress something (his gay sexual orientation) that he has no control over to suppress. Because these inhuman expectations that are placed onto the gay child - happens early in life, they are overwhelming to the child - (4) the child is likely not going to remember the exact situations when they started. The built in safety mechanism of early childhood protects the child from overwhelming events by relegating the memories of such events to the unconscious.

However, because of the (a) enduring parental expectations that the gay child suppress any expression of his gay sexual orientation that is supported by (b) the pervasive ignorance and fear of societal antigay prejudices of the social environment that the gay child is raised in - this child as an adult - will (c) erroneously and firmly believe that these societal antigay prejudices to be “innate” that they are “inborn” “natural” created by God. They are not “innate.”

The above excerpt from Part 4A:

Read more:

http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/10/part-4-homosexuality-if-it-is-not.html

Henry Krystal MD, a Holocaust survivor is world renowned for his research and psychiatric work with holocaust victims suffering from the effects of severe traumatization. Dr. Krystal explains that when it is possible through therapy that these traumatizing emotional memories are able to be reconnected to horrific events that provoked them and are understood and accepted that they then lose their destructive hold on a person’s life. If not, the person is more likely to deal with life on an intellectual level - devoid of emotional content. Because in such a traumatized stated of mind - the person is unable to use his emotions effectively - as a guide through life, especially to feel love and to express love to others.

I am not important as an individual priest - but I am part of a situation that is greater then myself and have been for the past 20 years, which is the protection that I seek for children, globally, who are growing up gay that they not end up like the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy.

The ability to judge my situation is dependent on a substantial working knowledge of the science on homosexuality, which has been proven to be absence among the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy. In particular, a clear understanding and distinction that being a gay person is in no way connected to pedophilia. Hitler and the Nazi regime were the ones who falsely claimed publicly that homosexuality was connected to pedophilia. The Nazis added such false claims to built on societal antigay prejudices to then be able to exploit these antigay prejudices to justify the massacre of their opposition of Brownshirt, the nazi paramilitary organization, by accusing them of being homosexuals, in the event known as the Night of the Long Knives June 30, 1934. Hitler and the Nazi regime employed this same ruthless exploitation of societal antigay prejudices - to silence and kill off the outspoken anti-nazi opposition of the Catholic clergy, by falsely accusing these clergy members of being homosexuals.

There has been no ongoing dialogue between the science and religion on homosexuality among the hierarchy of the Catholic Church for the past 60 years. This collusion among the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy is an invisible form of the genocide of gay people, classified as a form of structural violence. The ignorance of their collusion has been also exploited politically in the United States that has helped to usher into elected offices those people more concern for selfish gain - valuing profits over the safety and well-being of people, including children.

The absence of any dialogue between the science and religion on homosexuality - is more likely an re-enactment of the extraordinary childhood terror experienced by Benedict XVI, who spent the first 18 years of his life growing up during the rise and fall of Hitler and the Nazi regime. This includes others like him who experienced the same. It does not appear to be willful action on the part of Benedict XVI. Nonetheless, it is an unconscious reenactment of an overwhelming terror experienced as a child that has been frozen in time. The traumatization of these events re-experienced in adult life would significantly minimizes the rational part of the brain and the emotional part of the brain would become dominant. Dr. Bessel van der Kolk explains how trauma or the re-experiencing trauma “flashbacks” will shut down the rational brain and how the "fight-or-flight" response of the emotional brain takes over.

Bessel van der Kolk MD - research in childhood trauma may help us to understand - how the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy who are extremely antigay - were chosen by Benedict XVI and how unknowingly he facilitated this process of mimicking his repressed childhood memories of Hitler and the Nazis denunciations of homosexuals.

This began for Benedict XVI when John Paul II made him the Prefect of the Sacred Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith: 1981–2005. This was a position that Benedict himself says that he did not want and had repeatedly asked John Paul to remove him. Benedict XVI feeling the weight of the responsible for the safety of the Church - may have triggered in him the re-enactments of the traumatizing events that he experienced as a child grouping up in Nazi Germany related to homosexuality and how the Church was attacked by the Nazis. In such a state, Benedict XVI would have wrongly believed that it was paramount for him to eradicate the Church of homosexuals - understand that in such a state he would be acting out of his childhood terrorizing memories - not as an adult. And in such a state of mind that is not rational but is overcome with the terror of a child, which is always several times greater than an adult would have experienced.
Benedict XVI would have chosen only men who were just as emphatic in removing homosexuals as he was - unconcerned about being rational.
Archbishop Hunthausen, in the 1980s, was the first public victim of such ruthless hostility - that mirrored the Nazis removal the anti-nazi Catholic clergy.

Benedict's actions as Cardinal Ratzinger at this time drew considerable criticism from the bishops of the US, in particular from Archbishop Weakland of Milwaukee. Weakland identified the men Benedict had chosen to staff the Sacred Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith as:

…“amateurs-turned-theologians easily became headhunters and leaders were picked (on the basis of) the rigidity of their doctrine, so that often second-rate and repressive minds, riding on the waves of fear, took over.

“Religion under such circumstances then can become an ideology that tolerates no obstacle and that values ideas more than people…

Chicago Tribune

Archbishop Asks Rome To Ease Up

September 28, 1986

Benedict, Cardinal Ratzinger, was called 'God's Rottweiler' because of the people he silenced as head of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith. It seems that being called 'God's Rottweiler’ may be in part be related to his PTSD reactions in the present that were flashbacks to his childhood years under Nazi rule. This would be similar in ways a soldier’s PTSD reactions - after returning home from being in combat - on hearing a door slam shut, sounding like gun fire, he would likely have a flashback to be actually back in combat - re-experiencing all the terror - all over again.

This is how this cancer of an untruth entered into the curia and began to metastasize throughout the Church. For all the denial and camouflaged nonsense language generated by the repressed homosexual members of the curia and hierarchy - the absence of the rationale of science on homosexuality and refusal to dialogue - will always be a blaring, as if from the roof tops - exposure of the truth about the reality of their gay sexual orientation. Protest against this truth - scream and yell - jump up and down - ruthlessly lie - accuse and denounce someone who is gay - call that person - every name in the book and then some - it will all never ever destroy - the truth about who you are! Regardless, how many people you may be crafty enough to ingeniously convince to colluded with your intoxicating confabulations - you will forever increase the absence of love in your life and all that entails - besides adding endlessly to your personal sense of guilt that you are a mean, selfish liar, no longer able think of yourself as a kind, loving and good person. None of this is likely to bother you, because your misdirected hatred and anger will securely anesthetized your brain so you feel nothing - until - most of your life is gone.

In truth you will be destroying yourself and increasing the hate and violence in the world all around you. How fiercely and how long - particularly if it has been decades - that you spent denouncing this person who is gay - is a clear indication that once you loved this person very much. Research proves this to be true.

H o m o s e x u a l D i s s o c i a t i o n

Read more: Part 3

https://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/09/update-sept-15-2017-part-3.html

P r o j e c t i o n

Theories of Personality

Jess Feist and Gregory J Feist

Part II - Psychodynamic Theories

Projection

When an internal impulse provokes too much anxiety, the ego may reduce that anxiety by attributing the unwanted impulse to an external object, usually another person. This is the defense mechanism of projection, which can be defined as seeing in others unacceptable feelings or tendencies that actually reside in one’s own unconscious (Freud, 1915/1957b). For example, a man may consistently interpret the actions of older women as attempted seductions. Consciously, the thought of sexual intercourse with older women may be intensely repugnant to him, but buried in his unconscious is a strong erotic attraction to these women. In this example, the young man deludes himself into believing that he has no sexual feelings for older women. Although this projection erases most of his anxiety and guilt, it permits him to maintain a sexual interest in women who remind him of his mother.

An extreme type of projection is paranoia, a mental disorder characterized by powerful delusions of jealousy and persecution. Paranoia is not an inevitable outcome of projection but simply a severe variety of it. According to Freud (1922/1955), a crucial distinction between projection and paranoia is that paranoia is always characterized by repressed homosexual feelings toward the persecutor. Freud believed that the persecutor is inevitably a former friend of the same sex [or a brother], although sometimes people may transfer their delusions onto a person of the opposite sex. When homosexual impulses become too powerful, persecuted paranoiacs defend themselves by reversing these feelings and then projecting them onto their original object [the former friend of the same sex (or brother)]. For men, the transformation proceeds as follows. Instead of saying, “I love him,” the paranoid person says, “I hate him.” Because this also produces too much anxiety, he says, “He hates me.” At this point, the person has disclaimed all responsibility and can say, “I like him fine, but he’s got it in for me.” The central mechanism in all paranoia is projection with accompanying delusions of jealousy and persecution…

Read more:

http://www.rawanonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/Theories-of-Personality-7e-English.pdf

Although, Pope Francis is not intentionally describing this situation in his Christmas Address to the curia December 21, 2017 - nevertheless it bears a very close resemblance to it.

Service of God’s Holy People

Pope Francis

CHRISTMAS GREETINGS TO THE ROMAN CURIA

Thursday, 21 December 2017

…The relationship that these images suggest is that of communion in filial obedience for the service of God’s holy people. There can be no doubt, then, that such must be also the relationship that exists between all those who work in the Roman Curia. From the Dicastery heads and superiors to the officials and all others. Communion with Peter reinforces and reinvigorates communion between all the members.

Seen in this light, my appeal to the senses of the human body helps us have a sense of extroversion, of attention to what is outside. In the human body, the senses are our first connection to the world ad extra; they are like a bridge towards that world; they enable us to relate to it. The senses help us to grasp reality and at the same time to situate ourselves in reality. Not by chance did Saint Ignatius appeal to the senses for the contemplation of the mysteries of Christ and truth.[9]

This is very important for rising above that unbalanced and debased mindset of plots and small cliques that in fact represent – for all their self-justification and good intentions – a cancer leading to a self-centredness that also seeps into ecclesiastical bodies, and in particular those working in them. When this happens, we lose the joy of the Gospel, the joy of sharing Christ and of fellowship with him; we lose the generous spirit of our consecration (cf. Acts 20:35 and 2 Cor 9:7)…

Read more:

http://w2.vatican.va/content/francesco/en/speeches/2017/december/documents/papa-francesco_20171221_curia-romana.html

Cardinal Burke is a prime example of what is so notably lacking in people’s responses against homosexuality, is the rationale (a set of reasons or a logical basis for a course of action or a particular belief) - that is the science on homosexuality, including the biblical exegesis of the related scriptural passages. All one hears from Cardinal Burke and people like Burke is their intense negative emotional reactions to homosexuality, but no supporting rationale. We are hearing the screams of terrorized children frozen in time, who were not loved for who they that they were children who were growing up gay. Their absence of rationale is followed by their adamant, at times even violent refusal to enter into any dialogue on the subject of homosexuality to discuss in detail their reasoning. They are locked into - what Pope Francis stated on the Feast of the Epiphany about the Magi and the people who refused to believe - they are locked into “iron-clad isolation, which makes us think that nothing can change (https://w2.vatican.va/content/francesco/en/homilies/2017/documents/papa-francesco_20170106_omelia-epifania.html).” Their refusal to discuss rationally the science and the religious aspects of homosexuality, is more of an indication of their own deep seated repressed homosexual feelings and physical arousals. The fact that they cling to the absurd unsubstantiated or rather the disproven false beliefs of societal prejudices against homosexuality, first generated by Hitler and the Nazi regime, again indicating that they are childhood victims of the same.

So, therefore, they must vehemently denounce anyone who dares to speak out on the facts about homosexuality as derived from the continuous dialogue between science and religion, because it threatens their years of dissociation from the truth - about their sexual orientation. They are dissociated from the truth - to prevent from ever re-experiencing the terror felt as a child - who was forced to repress his gay sexual orientation. Their ruthless attempt to destroy the person who speaks out about the truth about the science of being gay - is in reality their attempts to destroy themselves (self-hatred) - what they feel continuously deeply inside themselves, 24 hours a day - 7 days a week, that are the interrelated emotional and physical processes of their gay sexual orientation.

And, again, ironically this is additional proof that validates the reasoning behind why I came out in March 1997. They will unquestionably readily believe the rumors and hearsay and innuendos - like drug addicts - generated by Cardinal Burke, the curia and the hierarchy to demonized to destroy the credibility of anyone in the Church who speaks out the truth about homosexuality - that it is truly a gift from God.

And over 30 years - the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy soon became ruthlessly antigay - an accepted contagion effect - void of any rationale connected to the science on homosexuality. It is more complicated than what I have tried to explain here. There is no forum among the members of curia and hierarchy - to discuss these findings in a professional, knowledgable and critical manner, who have the proper credentials. Can anyone imagine discussing such findings with Cardinal Burke???

The science supporting these findings are just as important as climate change, if not more so. Because learning this science on homosexuality will help to restore true empathy in the world - to care more deeply about about the devastating effects of climate change and actively help to reverse the effect.

I have been reluctant to write about this publicly - not for the sake of privacy - but that it could be interpreted wrongly causing unneeded harm for many people. Most of all this information is important for the safety and well-being of all children and how wars and genocides effect children and how the possibility that such horrific events can and are repeated through children, as they become adults.

Brain, Mind, and Body in The Healing of Trauma

with Bessel van der Kolk MD

…my group and I did the very first neuroimaging study on people having flashbacks. That turned out to be a very interesting study. We discovered that when people relive their trauma, a fair amount of their brain actually goes offline, particularly in the left anterior prefrontal cortex where the capacity for analyzing, understanding, and language is located. So, essentially we were able to visualize how people become dumbfounded...

...and struck with speechless terror. That is a very big issue. The other thing we discovered or confirmed was that when people relive their trauma, their survival brain, their emotional brain, becomes very activated, and their frontal lobes, their more rational brain, gets deactivated, so that people sort of “take leave of their senses” in some ways—so that people’s cognitions fail them. We learned that the insula, the part of the brain that’s involved in registering and noting what is going on in your body, becomes impaired, so there’s a decreased body–mind connection that needs to be reactivated. Various people have discovered that the medial prefrontal cortex—the part of the brain that allows you to feel yourself, notice yourself and be in touch with yourself—gets quite thrown off track, basically, so that it is really hard to notice what goes on inside of you and to manage what goes on inside of you…

Read more:

http://www.shrinkrapradio.com/436.pdf

Bessel van der Kolk, MD is a world renowned researcher and clinician in the field of traumatic stress. His innovative work to integrate mind, brain, body, and social connections in the healing of trauma has had a profound impact on the care and treatment of trauma victims all over the world. Dr. van der Kolk’s research includes brain imaging studies on trauma’s impact on childhood development…Dr. van der Kolk, a professor in the department of psychiatry at Boston University Medical School, is the founder and medical director of the Trauma Center in Boston and the director of the National Child Traumatic Stress Network (NCTSN), established by Congress to raise the standard of care and improve access to services for traumatized children, their families and communities.

http://shrinkrapradio.com/436-brain-mind-and-body-in-the-healing-of-trauma-with-bessel-van-der-kolk-md/