Saturday, April 14, 2018

THE BREACH - Antigay Prejudices, Unsubstantiated, Suppression, Repression, Exploitation, Globalization, Annihilation - - NO SCIENCE - - NO TRUTH - - THEREFORE - - - NO LOVE

Science  + 

+ Religion = Truth = L O V E



THIS POST IS THE CONTINUATION - 
- - ORIGINALLY TITLED:
FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 23, 2018
Updated - Mar 11, 2018 - - Who Is BLACKMAILING Whom??? - - e.g. LEPANTO Blackmailing - Burke, curia & Hierarchy? - - - Who is CONTROLLING the Church??? - - - ABSENCE of Science - MAKES - REPRESSED Homosexuals & Easy BLACKMAIL Targets - ENABLING - Inordinate GREED of Money & Power - Over HUMAN Life - - To Verify - Follow The MONEY!

This post is being revised, updated 
and in part has been reposted here on:
April 23, 2018

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P e a c e   P r a y e r   o f    S a i n t   F r a n c i s

“A new command 
I give you: 
Love one another. 
As I have loved you, 
so you must 
love one another. 
By this everyone will know that 
you are my disciples, 
if you love one another.”
John 13:34-35


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Who Is
BLACKMAILING 
Whom???
 WHY? and How?
The Answer - Follow The MONEY!

The truth of the entrenched corruption flowing in and out of the leadership of the Vatican continues to evolve gradually exposing complexity of the layers of those involved. Pope Francis has been the catalyst that has evoked a substantial disruption of this long established flow of corruption for more than the past 30 years. He appears, over the past 5 years, not to be intimidated, or coerced by the routine threats from the outside and to acquiesce to their demands. Pope Francis has been a startling jolt to those involved in the corruption, forcing them to attempt to reroute their lines of corruption, though, often unsuccessfully that has resulted in their increased efforts to publicly discredit him. In their efforts to fanatically re-established control they have exposed (1) their existence behind the scenes and (2) their means to achieve (3) their objective.

The Pope faces his adversaries
January 26, 2017
...In the United States, such talk which challenges the foundations of American free enterprise goes down badly. Francis has been described as a "Marxist" pope. His encyclical Laudato struck also against the discourse of climate change denial pushed by the petroleum giants.
Currently, the most severe attacks against the pope are coming from the United States. At the Order of Malta, the case of the Burmese condoms was put forward by the "Lepanto Institute for the restoration of all things in Christ". 
This ultraconservative organization specialized in the denunciation of "gays” entering the Church and in attacks on the major development associations that question unfettered economic liberalism… Read morehttps://international.la-croix.com/news/the-pope-faces-his-adversaries/4565

The exposure of this entrenched corruption began to evolve, for me, from this one single question that kept annoying me ever since I came out, over 20 years ago, in March 1997 - how come the men at the Vatican were not aware of the science and scripture on homosexuality? How could the science on homosexuality that is accepted by all the major medical and mental health associations and organizations around the world stating that homosexuality is a normal and positive variation of human sexuality and that attempts, depending on the type and the level of severity, to change or repress a child’s gay sexual orientation has caused lifelong harmful and dangerous effects to the safety and well-being of the child - (A) how could this vital information not even be in the radar range of understanding of the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy??? This situation has continued to remain the same even to the present day. What has been exposed after the election of Pope Francis to the papacy March 2013 - (B) is that there has been and continues to be an extraordinary fierce and vindictive covert antigay hostility coming from both within and outside of the Vatican to maintained the status quo of this situation that is the complete suppression of the science on homosexuality. Why does this severe antigay hostility exists to destroy truth and therefore love? In part, (1) it appears to exist because the majority of the members of the hierarchy and the curia are repressed homosexualsand who appear then (2) to have been exploitedby means of blackmail threats due to their strong homophobic fears of being exposed as homosexuals - by people of organizations outside of the Vatican. 

It is interesting to note that at the time in March 1997 after “coming out” that the same paralyzing closeted/repressed homosexual fear of being exposed as a homosexual that the curia tried to induce in me (projective identification), as an attempt to coerce me into acquiescing to their demands that I agree to be sent away for months to be re-educated on the subject of gay sexual orientation - is the same paralyzing fear that remains pervasive, 20 years later, throughout the members of the curia and hierarchy that has filtered down to the priests, at the grassroots of the Church. A simple testing of this realty - can be accomplished by asking questions about the science on gay sexual orientation and observe their responses, whether they are knowledgeable answering with ease or with quick antigay condemnation and projection, including how at ease are they able to talk about their own sexuality or sexuality in general. Are they open to dialogue about gay sexuality or not? When discussing questions about gay adult pornography - do they erroneously equate it with child pornography, which there is absolutely no connection between the two?  Their reluctance to enter into any dialogue on gay sexual orientation would tend to be immediate - likely an explosive emotional reaction not to dialogue and  surprisingly without any credible rationale given (Bessel van der Kolk, MD). 

For
Sustaining Optimal Mental Health   
Continuous Dialogue 
Between 


Emotional Brain & Rational Brain

I N T E R E S T I N G L Y 


To Find Truth & Love
Same Is Required 
Continuous Dialogue 
Between

Religion & Science 












The lifelong cost of burying our traumatic experiences
The trauma caused by childhood neglect, sexual or domestic abuse and war wreaks havoc in our bodies, says 
Bessel van der Kolk in The Body Keeps the Score 

Brain, Mind, and Body in The Healing of Trauma with Bessel van der Kolk MD
…my group and I did the very first neuroimaging study on people having flashbacks. That turned out to be a very interesting study. We discovered that when people relive their trauma, a fair amount of their brain actually goes offline, particularly in the left anterior prefrontal cortex where the capacity for analyzing, understanding, and language is located. So, essentially we were able to visualize how people become dumbfounded... 
...and struck with speechless terror. That is a very big issue. The other thing we discovered or confirmed was that when people relive their trauma, their survival brain, their emotional brain, becomes very activated, and their frontal lobes, their more rational braingets deactivated, so that people sort of “take leave of their senses” in some ways—so that people’s cognitions fail them. We learned that the insula, the part of the brain that’s involved in registering and noting what is going on in your body, becomes impaired, so there’s a decreased body–mind connection that needs to be reactivated. Various people have discovered that the medial prefrontal cortex—the part of the brain that allows you to feel yourselfnotice yourself and be in touch with yourself—gets quite thrown off track, basically, so that it is really hard to notice what goes on inside of you and to manage what goes on inside of you… Read more:  http://www.shrinkrapradio.com/436.pdf

It is this ignorance of the science on homosexuality at the grassroots level of the Church that antigay prejudices are sustained and then arise to eventually to be added to the a US national party's platform that have been exploited as a successful political wedge - ushering people for selfish gain - into powerful elected offices.  This bottom-up process is how social revolution begins, according to the research of Columbia University and the University of Rochester:

Origins of the Culture War:
Social Issues in State Party Platforms, 1960-2014
…Our focus in this paper is on the politics of abortion and gay rights. We test the proposition that–by the time national parties and elites took positions on social issues–the parties were already constrained by state-level position-taking, that the origins of social issues in the states came earlier than in national platforms, and that the Democratic party initiated this process. Drawing on a massive new dataset, drawn from over 600 state political party platforms between 1960 and 2014, most of them newly discovered, we argue that the groundwork for this partisan divide was not laid by presidential candidates or national parties. Rather, it was the product of years of fermentation at the state level. It was a bottom-up social revolution. 
…In general, the respective Democratic and Republican positions on the quintessential culture war issues of abortion and homosexuality were staked out not in a dramatic, critical moment led by the national parties, but instead by a steady percolation at the state-level, which in turn constrained the policy choices available to the national parties…

This, of course, does not include all the bishops and priests, even though, this number is extremely small. This is because very few are able to openly identify as being gay, or even privately among their friends or just to themselves that is admitting and accepting of the fact that they regularly experience being sexually attracted to, even feeling sexually arousal by members of the same-sex without feeling overwhelmed by shame and guilt. They are not controlled by their sexual feelings, they do not dominant their lives, the same as it is for a heterosexual person. It is only the repressed homosexuals, especially the severely repressed - who become forever obsessively absorbed in attempting to deny - to dissociated from their regularly experiencing being sexually attracted to, feeling physically sexually arousal to members of the same-sex. This repressed homosexual behavior leads to any number of mental disorders and to acting out sexually in ways that are risky and dangerous. Though it is clear that this repressed homosexual behavior is the foundation that the majority of the members of the curia and the hierarchy have built to arbitrarily be the moral edifice of the church - that will fall (is falling) like a House of Cards - due to the absence of science on homosexuality - because it was not built on TRUTH!  And without truth there is no love. Who is mentally healthier the "Out" Gay Athletes or the Repressed Homosexuals of the Curia & Hierarchy? We will know by the love that they have for one another. “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” John 13:34-35







A Big Heart Open to God
August 2013
…“The dogmatic and moral teachings of the church are not all equivalent. The church’s pastoral ministry cannot be obsessed with the transmission of a disjointed multitude of doctrines to be imposed insistently. Proclamation in a missionary style focuses on the essentials, on the necessary things: this is also what fascinates and attracts more, what makes the heart burn, as it did for the disciples at Emmaus. We have to find a new balance; otherwise even the moral edifice of the church is likely to fall like a house of cards, losing the freshness and fragrance of the Gospel. The proposal of the Gospel must be more simple, profound, radiant. It is from this proposition that the moral consequences then flow…

The "Out" Gay Athletes of the 2018 Winter Olympics are in love and winning gold and bronze metals. Whereas the ”Repressed Homosexuals” of the Curia & Hierarchy are not in love with anyone, including themselves and are obsessively, though, secretly acting out sexually or crusading against gay people, especially gay men. One need not look far for credible documentation to support these facts about the continuous closeted behavior of the ”Repressed Homosexuals” of the Curia & Hierarchy. The documentation is indisputable overwhelming in this regard, thus proving that their fanatical stance against homosexuality is not built on truth, due to their absence of the science on homosexuality. In addition, it has been exploited as a dangerous life-threatening political wedge that has open the doors to the human destructive behavior of globalizationwhich includes the effects of “Climate Change” - as described by Pope Benedict XVI in his encyclical Caritas in veritate 2009


Now, ask the questions as to - who is “intrinsically disordered” and who has “deep seated homosexual tendencies” and which group is responsible for the “destruction of humanity”? It is certainly is notthe  "Out" Gay Athletes of the 2018 Winter Olympics - who are in love and winning gold and bronze metals. Consider the enormous risk that these "Out" Gay Athletes of the 2018 Winter Olympics took by making internationally public their gay sexual orientation - is this not close to the meaning of the words of Christ that I freely lay down my life, so others may live? And is this not what identifies them as true disciples of Christ by the way they love one another and indeed all of humanity? 

Luis Fenero 




M E N T A L   H E A L T H  
"Out
Gay Athletes 
vs. 
Repressed Homosexuals"
Curia & Hierarchy 



The Difference Building 
On  
Truth vs Lies/Doublespeak 
Inclusion vs Exclusion 
Science on Homosexuality 
LOVE vs HATE



“Naturam expellas furca, tamen usque recurret.”

Secrets of the Vatican
March 2014
Transcript FRONTLINE | PBS
Excerpts:
ROBERT MICKENS, Vatican Correspondent, The Tablet: I came here when I was a seminarian in 1986. And I remember I had this very wide-eyed idea of the Vatican, of these holy cardinals and holy men. And I was shocked within a matter of weeks, months, at the careerism, at the sexual innuendo, the— just the whole kind of non-holy life I hadn't expected.
VATICAN GUIDE: [through interpreter] A large part of the hierarchy is homosexual. Certainly, at the top levels of the church, in the Curia, and many important people, such as bishops and archbishops, are gay.
NARRATOR: He's a Vatican guide who says he's had relationships with several priests.
VATICAN GUIDE: [through interpreter] Here in Rome, it's very easy to meet a gay priest, on a bus, in a church, and important churches like St. Peter's. It's even easier when you go to gay clubs and gay bars. You see them in the bars, and then at the altar the following Sunday… Read more:











































Photos from Part 2

The repressed homosexual behavior, which is predominant (as detailed in: Part 4D - NAZI ABUSE OF SCIENCE -> GENOCIDE “RACIAL CLEANSING” & WAR CHILDHOOD -> CURIA - GENOCIDE of HOMOSEXUALS http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.hk/2018/01/part-4d-homosexuality-if-it-is-not_9.htmlamong the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy clearly has played a significant part in enabling the entrenched corruption for the past three decades. The biggest fear of repressed (closeted) homosexuals is the fear of exposure that is being exposed as being gay. It is difficult for us who have grown up gay the United States, well after the WWII to even imagine  the degree of intensity of this fear, - to be exposed as being gay in Nazi Germany, because it meant being sent to prison and the possibility of unbelievable brutal torture. This would be the most inhuman form of suppression of a child's gay sexual orientation.
 
Had we grown up gay in Nazi Germany during our early childhood years we would have experienced the inhuman severity of the Nazi social environment: - where the endless propaganda staged against homosexuals, like the Jewish people, was that they posed a dangerous threat to the survival of the German people. It was a time, where anyone could be accused of being homosexual by a neighbor, or enemy without evidence, or any innocent gesture of friendship observed in public - was enough to send someone to the concentration camp.  The heinous intensity of this forced suppression of a child's gay sexual orientation, as adults, would have greatly increased, at the peril of our lives, our constant unconscious repression of even the slightest connection of being gay to break through the surface of our conscious minds. In a state of fright, it would have been unconsciously etched in our minds from early childhood years that to be exposed as a homosexuals meant to be fiercely despises by everyone and that at any time without warning, we would face an immediate and brutal death. 
   
A Homogeneous Population 
Of 
Repressed Homosexuals RC Prelates
Blackmailing Them 
Would Be 
Like

It takes a tremendous amount of mental energy to constantly keep all and any thoughts, feelings, or sexual arousal repressed. This would include avoiding any same sex friendships and or relationships from developing, especially if the repressed homosexual - feels the slightest sexual arousal. ”It becomes a never-ending self-torturous life style ( Henry Krystal, M.D.  http://www.ibrarian.net/navon/paper/Chapter_8__Psychoanalytic_Approaches_to_Trauma__A.pdf?paperid=16436404).” 

It is impossible to repress any type of sexual orientation, gay, straight or bisexual, because a person’s sexual orientation functions continuously 24/7 outside conscious awareness - as it is under the control of the autonomic nervous system. 

I n t e r r e l a t e d 
Biological and Psychological 
Processes of 
Sexual Orientation

Sexual orientation refers to an enduring pattern of emotional, romantic and/or sexual attractions to men, women or both sexes... http://www.apa.org/topics/lgbt/orientation.aspx

Autonomic nervous system
The autonomic nervous system is a control system that acts largely unconsciously and regulates bodily functions such as the heart rate, digestion, respiratory rate, pupillary response, urination, and 


The Eyes Have It: Sex and Sexual Orientation Differences in Pupil Dilation Patterns
August 3. 2012   Photo
pupil dilation to stimuli indicates activation of the autonomic nervous system. This system is associated with many automatic processes such as perspiration, digestion, blood pressure, and heart rate. For this reason, pupil dilation has been used as indicator of automatic response, for example, in studies of implicit reaction and cognitive load. Other research suggests that pupil dilation can reflect automatic attention, or attention that is likely not in the conscious control of participants. It is therefore unlikely that participants suppress pupil dilation to stimuli they are sexually attracted to. Pupil dilation patterns could therefore reflect, with high sensitivity, automatic attention related to sexual attraction and sexual orientation…  


REPRESSION, PROJECTION - Definitions  

Projection:
Scapegoating. Cutting off what the super-ego perceives as "bad" aspects of oneself (e.g. weakness or homosexual desire) and projecting them onto someone else "over there" where they can be condemned, punished, etc..

Projection:
This involves individuals attributing their own thoughts, feeling, and motives to another person (A. Freud, 1936). Thoughts most commonly projected onto another are the ones that would cause guilt such as aggressive and sexual fantasies or thoughts. 
For instance, you might hate someone, but your superego tells you that such hatred is unacceptable.  You can 'solve' the problem by believing that they hate you.

Psychoanalytic Terms & Concepts Defined
American Psychoanalytic Association
Defense Mechanisms
Defense mechanisms are used by the ego as a way to deal with conflict of problems in life. Operating at an unconscious level, defense mechanisms help to reduce negative feelings (e.g. anxiety and guilt).  Common defense mechanisms include repression, denial, and projection.

Transference
Transference is the projection onto another person (e.g., the analyst) of feelings, past associations, or experiences. This is an important concept in psychoanalysis because it demonstrates that past experiences impact the present. Interpreting transference in the psychoanalytic setting can shed light on unresolved conflicts.

Repression
Repression is a defensive process where an individual’s impulses and instinctual desires are blocked from entering one’s conscious.  Regarded by Freud as the cornerstone of defense mechanisms, the process of repression involves unconsciously censoring ideas or memories deemed unacceptable.
Read more:
American Psychoanalytic Association

Projective identification
We can induce feelings in another person that we cannot tolerate in ourselves and then try to manage them in the other person… http://www.jonathanshedler.com/PDFs/Shedler%20(2006)%20That%20was%20then,%20this%20is%20now%20R9.pdf

Even though every aspect of being gay is repressed out of a person’s conscious awareness - the continuous functioning of a person's gay sexual orientation is acted out in ways that are disguised to the person, however, they are observable to others. The majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy comprise a homogeneous population of repressed homosexuals. Their acting out behaviors are observable in almost perfect unison - as a group of synchronized swimmers. Their obsessive antigay crusade to silence and remove any and all open discussions on the science on homosexuality - is an outward expression of their unconscious repression to keep anything homosexual out of their conscious awareness treated as "unwanted emotions." The same is true about their adamant insistence “that men with ‘deeply rooted homosexual tendencies’ shouldn’t be admitted into Catholic seminaries and, therefore, shouldn’t become Catholic priests (https://cruxnow.com/global-church/2016/12/07/vatican-reiterates-homosexuals-shouldnt-priests/).” Because the term “deeply rooted homosexual tendencies” is undefined by any medical  or mental health associations nor is defined in the scriptures - therefore it is a concoction formulated in the repressed homosexual’s minds. It is a projection of the laborious constant activity of repressed homosexuals. They are the ones who experience their unconscious inability to completely repressed their own “deeply rooted homosexual tendencies.” Over the past 30 years, they have recruited repressed homosexuals to filled the priesthood and becoming members of the curia and hierarchy. This is how the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy came to the homogeneous population of repressed homosexuals. The outside exploitation of repressed homosexuals prelates that fill the curia and the hierarchy by blackmail became as easy as “shooting fish in a barrel.” And it is these repressed homosexuals prelates who are have slow down Pope Francis efforts to reform the curia. 

THE PERSECUTION OF HOMOSEXUALS IN NAZI GERMANY
…Unlike ethnicity, homosexuality is not a characteristic immediately obvious to an observer, and therefore the Gestapo and other Nazi agencies frequently relied upon denunciations received from informers who often possessed a personal grudge against the accused person;…Such summary justice was enabled by changes to Germany’s penal code in 1935 that broadened the scope of Paragraph 175 to facilitate the indictment of as many suspected homosexuals as possible. Previously, the courts had required a relatively high burden of proof: only observed anal intercourse between men was considered a violation of the statute.  After the Nazi revision, however, “very minor sexual intimacies were landing men in concentration camps...In fact, in some cases it was, as a legal commentator of 1944 put it, ‘not necessary that a physical contact has taken place or is even just intended... 

Persecution of Homosexuals
…It should be noted that Nazi authorities sometimes used the charge of homosexuality to discredit and undermine their political opponents. Charges of homosexuality among the SA (Storm trooper) leadership figured prominently among justifications for the bloody purge of SA chief Ernst Röhm in June 1934. Nazi leader Hermann Göring used trumped-up accusations of homosexual improprieties to unseat army supreme commander Von Fritsch, an opponent of Hitler's military policy, in early 1938. Finally, a 1935 propaganda campaign and two show trials in 1936 and 1937 alleging rampant homosexuality in the priesthood, attempted to undercut the power of the Roman Catholic Church in Germany, an institution which many Nazi officials considered their most powerful potential enemy…


Nazis Alleging Rampant Homosexuality in the Priesthood, 
attempted to undercut 
the power of the Roman Catholic Church in Germany, 
an institution which many Nazi officials considered their 
most powerful potential enemy

A child’s gay sexual orientation would most likely have been severely suppressed growing up gay in the social environment of Nazi Germany, when the Nazis exploited, the social prejudices against homosexuals - to use as a smokescreen - to avoid public outrage as a means to publicly justify their silencing and removing anyone who posed a threat the implementation of the ideology of nazism set forth in their policies  to achieve racial purity.

"Following the Nazi seizure of power in 1933, Hitler established a Reich Ministry of Public Enlightenment and Propaganda headed by Joseph Goebbels. The Ministry's aim was to ensure that the Nazi message was successfully communicated through art, music, theater, films, books, radio, educational materials, and the press (https://www.ushmm.org/wlc/en/article.php?ModuleId=10005202).

Goebbels orchestrated - highly publicized propaganda tactics of  "trumped-up accusations of homosexual improprieties" beginning - in June 1934 to justify the massacre of many of Hitler's opponents, especially  Ernst Röhm the leader of SA (Storm trooper) and discredit the SA. Photo



Bethlehem Globe-Times, July 2, 1934
Night of the Long Knives: newspaper coverage Article about the Night of the Long Knives on the front page of the Pennsylvanian newspaper  The Bethlehem Globe-Times, July 2,1934. https://www.britannica.com/event/Night-of-the-Long-Knives/images-videos

Goebbels, in 1936 staged the same tactics to silence and remove the outspoken clergy of the Catholic Church who spoke out against nazism, and again 1937, after Pius XI's encyclical Mit brennender Sorge smuggled into Germany and was read in every church on Palm Sunday. Photo

Word for Word/The Case Against the Nazis; How Hitler's Forces Planned To Destroy German Christianity  
By Joe Sharkey - January 13, 2002
…In July 1933, a Concordat was signed between the Reich and the Holy See (http://www.americamagazine.org/issue/448/article/vatican-concordat-hitlers-reich). 
’’For the first time since the Middle Ages, the Reich itself had entered into an agreement with the Roman Catholic Church,'' the outline says. ''Moreover, the new treaty was apparently entirely to the advantage of the church. In return for the retreat of German Catholicism from the political scene, the church was guaranteed, by international treaty, freedom for Catholic organizations [and] maintenance of denominational schools and youth education.'' 
…The Concordat was hailed by church and state authorities as marking the beginning of a close and fruitful collaboration.'' 
Of course, the churches stayed in Hitler's good graces for only as long as the Nazis considered their cooperation expedient. Soon after Hitler assumed dictatorial powers, ''relations between the Nazi state and the church became progressively worse,'' the outline says. The Nazis ''took advantage of their subsequently increasing strength to violate every one of the Concordat's provisions.'' 
In 1937, Pope Pius XI denounced Nazi treachery in an encyclical [Mit brennender Sorge] that accused Hitler of ''a war of extermination'' against the church. The battle had been joined on some fronts. Nazi street mobs, often in the company of the Gestapo, routinely stormed offices in Protestant and Catholic churches where clergymen were seen as lax in their support of the regime. 
…Still, in a society where the entire Jewish population was being automatically condemned without public protest, care was taken to manipulate public perceptions about clergymen who fell into Nazi disfavor. ''The Catholic Church need not imagine that we are going to create martyrs,'' Robert Wagner, the Nazi Gauleiter of Baden, said in a speech, according to the O.S.S. study. ''We shall not give the church that satisfaction. She shall have not martyrs, but criminals.'' …
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by Owen Chadwick, 1998
…In July 1933 Pope Pius XI shocked the democratic world by signing a concordat with Hitler, which was very favorable to the rights of the Catholic churches in the German states. The Nazis had no intention of keeping this agreement and gradually moved towards outright repression [of the Catholic Church]; they staged prosecutions of monks for homosexuality, with the maximum of publicityIn 1937 Pius issued an encyclical, Mit brennender Sorge (‘With burning anxiety’), which he listed all the breaches of the concordat [of July 1933] committed by the Germans. The encyclical was smuggled into Germany and read from the pulpits on Palm Sunday. It made the repression far worst…



The reaction of a gay child to this type of extremely forced suppression would be to fiercely repressed - dissociated from the child’s internalization of these societal antigay prejudices of Nazi Germany including the Nazi twisted pseudo-science to claimed scientific legitimacy for their policy of racial purity to become the Aryan master race. It would be the internalization of this twisted understanding that homosexuals like the Jewish people were - not really human - they were subhumans on the level of a disease-carrying rats. The implication that follows from this arbitrary classification is that homosexuals are "'Less Than Human': The Psychology Of Cruelty (https://www.npr.org/2011/03/29/134956180/criminals-see-their-victims-as-less-than-human)" that it is wrong to kill a human being, but it is not wrong to kill a rat. Aspects of this internalization of the Nazi treatment and conception of homosexual would be reenacted throughout the child’s adulthood years. Any threat of exposure to this gay child’s repression of his sexual orientation, as an adult would be a traumatic flashback - to his early childhood years experience of the Nazis understanding and public treatment of homosexuals. I wrote a post about this type of traumatic flashback titled - AUSCHWITZ - CHRISTMAS 2008 -- A flashback far more severe than in - BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN – December 26, 2008 - by Fr. Marty Kurylowicz - and gave a more detail explanation on Part 4D: Photos

Part 4D - NAZI ABUSE OF SCIENCE -> GENOCIDE “RACIAL CLEANSING” & WAR CHILDHOOD -> CURIA - GENOCIDE of HOMOSEXUALS - - Part 4D - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’


Hitler. 1936-1945: Nemesis 
Ian Kershaw 2001
…In February 1937 Hitler made it plain to his inner circle that he did not want a ‘Church struggle’ at this juncture. The time was not ripe for it…The anti-clericalism and anti-Church sentiments of the grass-roots Party activists simply could not be eradicated…The stranglehold that the Churches maintained over the values and mentalities of large sections of the population was an obvious thorn in the side of a Movement with its own highly intolerant ‘world-view’, which saw itself as making a total claim on soul as well as body. The assault on the practices and institutions of the Christian Churches was deeply embedded in the psyche of National Socialism…
At the same time, the activists could draw on the verbal violence of Party leaders towards the Churches for their encouragement. Goebbels’s orchestrated attacks on the clergy through the staged ‘immorality trials’ of Franciscans in 1937 – following usually trumped-up or grossly exaggerated allegations of sexual impropriety in the religious orders – provided further ammunition. And, in turn, however much Hitler on some occasions claimed to want a respite in the conflict, his own inflammatory comments gave his immediate underlings all the licence they needed to turn up the heat in the ‘Church struggle’, confident that they were ‘working towards the Führer’. 
Hitler’s impatience with the Churches prompted frequent outbursts of hostility. In early 1937, he was declaring that ‘Christianity was ripe for destruction’ (Untergang) , and that the Churches must yield to the ‘primacy of the state’, railing against any compromise with ‘the most horrible institution imaginable’…However, he indicated that at some point in the future Church and state would be separated, the Concordat of 1933 between the Reich and the Vatican dissolved (to provide the regime with a free hand), and the entire force of the Party turned to ‘the destruction of the clerics (Pfaffen)’…
Addressing the Gauleiter in mid-March, Hitler announced that he wanted ‘no ordinary victory’ over the Churches. Either one should keep quiet about an opponent (totschweigen), or slay him (totschlagen), was how he put it. In April, Goebbels reported with satisfaction that the Führer was becoming more radical in the ‘Church Question’, and had approved the start of the immorality trials’ against clergy. Goebbels noted Hitler’s verbal attacks on the clergy and his satisfaction with the propaganda campaign on several subsequent occasions over the following few weeks…
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Lasting & Life-debilitating 
Early Childhood
Memory of 
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Ennis's Traumatic Early Childhood Memory Scene - Video

Brokeback Mountain
by Roger Ebert - December 15, 2005 
Ennis tells Jack about something he saw as a boy. "There were two old guys shacked up together. They were the joke of the town, even though they were pretty tough old birds." One day they were found beaten to death. Ennis says: "My dad, he made sure me and my brother saw it. For all I know, he did it."
This childhood memory is always there, the ghost in the room, in Ang Lee's "Brokeback Mountain." When he was taught by his father to hate homosexuals, Ennis was taught to hate his own feelings. Years after he first makes love with Jack on a Wyoming mountainside, after his marriage has failed, after his world has compressed to a mobile home, the laundromat, the TV, he still feels the same pain: "Why don't you let me be? It's because of you, Jack, that I'm like this -- nothing, and nobody.”… Read more: https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/brokeback-mountain-2005

Sexual orientation is about love
being one with another human being. 


The Significance of Brokeback Mountain
Ralph Roughton, MD
- Ennis’s traumatic memory of his father taking him to see the mutilated body of the gay rancher…
Ennis begins walking along the same road; then, when Jack is out of sight, he collapses against a barn wall, retching and sobbing.
















It takes a tremendous amount of mental energy to constantly keep all and any thoughts, feelings, or sexual arousal repressed. This would include avoiding any same sex friendships and or relationships from developing, especially if the repressed homosexual - feels the slightest sexual arousal. ”It becomes a never-ending self-torturous life style ( Henry Krystal, M.D.  http://www.ibrarian.net/navon/paper/Chapter_8__Psychoanalytic_Approaches_to_Trauma__A.pdf?paperid=16436404).”  Read more above: starting with - It is impossible to repress any type of sexual orientation, gay, straight or bisexual, because a person’s sexual orientation functions continuously 24/7 outside conscious awareness - as it is under the control of the autonomic nervous system...

“A Love Story” the words of Ang Lee - Film Director of Brokeback Mountain 2005

Brokeback Mountain - is story, written by Annie Proulx - about a loving relationship, between Jack and Ennis, involved in a mixture of - strong, lasting, unidentified and unspoken feelings that cannot be suppressed or buried but keeps to - “come flooding back.” Jack does not understand it but he follows his heart and wants more. Ennis, can't see how - because he is blocked by the traumatic paralyzing fear of an early childhood memory of his father forcing him to view a mutilated body of a man who was killed because the man was a homosexual. It is a tragic love story due to societal ignorance and fear about homosexuality. Through Ennis's character - it is clearly portrayed the impossibility of suppressing one’s gay sexual orientation and the tragic lifelong harmful effects that ensues - not only destroying the individual’s life but the lives of many other people. It is a story that need not be repeated today - through maintaining the dialogue between science and religion on gay sexual orientation. However, unfortunately. like Ennis - it is a tragedy that continues to be repeated and perpetuated by the majority of the members of the curia and the hierarchy that has trickled down through all levels of the clergy to the grassroots of the priesthood. (Most assuredly this statement is not meant to included every member of the clergy or hierarchy - Thank God! Small though this number appears to be - it is however, a very strong and encouraging - sign of hope of truth and of love - to many many people around the world, especially to children.) 

It has created a repressive homosexual organizational culture that is extremely pervasive throughout the Roman Catholic clergy at all levels around the world. This is because of someone in the hierarchy who for nearly 25 years - held the second most powerful position of authority in the Church immediately after the Pope. This second most powerful person in the Church - suffered far more severe flashbacks to early childhood memories than the character Ennis from Brokeback Mountain in intensity, in number and in duration lasting almost over two decades, the first 18 years of this person's life - growing up in Nazi Germany. This person over a period of 25 years - recruited only repressive homosexual clerics to the curia and hierarchy, who were accurately described by Archbishop Weakland in 1986 in an article he wrote titled '"The Price of Orthodoxy,' Archbishop Weakland appeared to be directing his remarks to Vatican inquisitors.  
         He contended that previous efforts to monitor and safeguard Catholic doctrine have been undertaken in an atmosphere where 'amateurs-turned-theologians easily became headhunters and leaders were picked (on the basis of) the rigidity of their doctrine, so that often second-rate and repressive minds, riding on the waves of fear, took over. 
         'Religion under such circumstances then can become an ideology that tolerates no obstacle and that values ideas more than people', he wrote  (http://articles.chicagotribune.com/1986-09-28/news/8603120562_1_archbishop-weakland-seattle-archbishop-raymond-hunthausen-seattle-archdiocese )..." 

This is how over the past 30 years the majority of Church's members in the curia and hierarchy came to be repressed homosexuals leading an obsessive antigay crusade that had filtered down to the grassroots of the priesthood. And at the grassroots of the Church's ignorance and fear of gay people spread to the laity. And according to the research of Columbia University and the University of Rochester, as stated above, titled - "Origins of the Culture War: Social Issues in State Party Platforms, 1960-2014" described that the bottom-up process is how social revolution begins, explaining how antigay prejudices became an effective 
political wedge. And from there, like the Nazis - it is and has been exploited for political gain, of power and wealth - that is valuing profits over people and including ignoring  warnings of climate change that is threatening our very existence on this planet. What is most illuminating - is people’s reactions to this film Brokeback Mountain, especially those of priests, the curia and hierarchy. Reactions that are completely emotional are most telling, as opposed to those that contain both an emotional and a supporting rationale. For example: on December 16, 2005 - hysteria alone - completely triumphs over the absence of rationale  - "'Brokeback Mountain,' originally rated L (limited adult audience) by the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, has been reclassified as an O (morally offensive) after several pro-family organizations expressed concern for what they saw as an implicit endorsement of the USCCB film critic to the controversial gay western 
(https://www.catholicnewsagency.com/news/usccb_reclassifies_gay_western_brokeback_mountain_after_complaints)."


NPR - Ang Lee: Breaking Down 'Brokeback Mountain’ - December 23, 2005
…Mr. ANG LEE (Film Director): To be honest with you, I'm positive myself. People describe it as a gay cowboy or a gay Western, which is not so incorrect. It's not like they're not cowboys or they're not gay, but culturally it has a funny connotation. So I started calling it a love story. But it's--usually in movie drama, love story, you have very soft approach. And this is a very masculine.
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NPR - From Page to Screen: 'Brokeback Mountain’ - December 9, 2005
BOB MONDELLO reporting:
Jack Twist and Ennis Del Mardirt-poor ranch hands looking for summer jobs, meet outside a Wyoming trailer in 1963, except they don't really meet because neither says a word until a foreman finally shows up and asks their names. For much of that summer, tending sheep on a mountain called Brokeback, they stay remote from each other. In fact, even after they fall into a drunken sexual encounter that both shocks them and feels right enough to repeat, they barely talk except to mutter that what happens on Brokeback stays on Brokeback. Then at summer's end...
MONDELLO: ...they return to convention, getting married, having kids. But when Jack gets back in touch with Ennis four years later, those feelings they didn't talk about come flooding back, longings that can't be sated with twice-a-year fishing weekends where no one fishes. Jack wants moreEnnis can't see how… 
  MONDELLO:..Rugged individuals stoically facing longing and loss--that's the essence of Annie Proulx's short story...It also fleshes out the men's families, establishing that no one wins  when they bow to social pressures.
…BLOCK: Narrative instruction…this is a scene when Ennis and Jack have reunited four years after their original summer on Brokeback Mountain, and they've embraced very tightly, and then they've separated and there's a paragraph where Annie Proulx writes, `Ennis can still smell Jack, the intensely familiar odor of cigarettes, musky sweat and a faint sweetness like grass, and with it, the rushing color of the mountain.
Ms. OSSANA: Isn't that beautiful? How could you not put that in there?…
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About - The author of Brokeback Mountain

A Conversation with E. Annie Proulx
November 12, 1997
Amid a hubub of headlines and applause, E. Annie Proulx appeared on the literary scene in 1994 with her second novel, The Shipping News. Though she seemed to have come out of nowhere, she had soon secured her place in the world of letters with a National Book Award, a Pulitzer Prize, and another acclaimed novel, Accordion Crimes (1996). Proulx in fact did come from out of nowhere: for most of her adult life she was following her own advice -- "spend some time living before you start writing" -- working as a freelancer to pay the bills, raising children, living deep in the woods, and involving herself in the back-to-the-land movement. Proulx didn't take on fiction writing until she was in her fifties, when Scribner published her collection of short stories, Heart Songs (1988), and her first novel, Postcards (1992); now, a mere handful of years later, inundated with invitations to speak, attend book signings, write book reviews, and judge short-story contests, she has to fend this all off to get close to what really matters: her fiction…
Read more:
The Atlantic Monthly


E. Annie Proulx - Biography
Author E. Annie Proulx…
Synopsis
Award-winning author E. Annie Proulx began her career by writing nonfiction and founding a rural Vermont newspaper. She became the first woman to win the PEN/Faulkner Award for Fiction for her first novel Postcards (1992)…
Early Life and Education
Born on August 22, 1935, in Norwich, Connecticut, E. Annie Proulx is the award-winning author of Postcards, The Shipping News and Barkskins. She moved a lot as child because of her father’s work in the textile industry. Her mother was a painter. According to Current Biography, Proulx discovered an interest in writing early on and wrote her first short story at the age of 10…
Heading West
Proulx went on to explore the American immigrant experience in 1996’s Accordion Crimes. Three years later, Proulx, who had moved to Wyoming after the death of her mother, published Close Range: Wyoming Stories. One of the collection’s best-known stories is “Brokeback Mountain,” which explores the relationship between two cowboys. This tale, which appeared in The New Yorker, won an O. Henry Prize in 1998. In 2005 it then became an Academy Award–winning film starring Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger. Proulx also wrote the libretto for an opera based on the story…
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Powerful, Enduring & 
Life-sustaining   
Memory of 
LOVE 
"was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger." Photo

Jack’s enduring and sustaining flashback, unlike Ennis’s flashback, which was debilitating sucking the very essence of life out of him, Jack’s  is to an extraordinary loving memory standing and being held by Ennis in front of a campfire for an extended period of time. Jack’s flashback has lasted untouched over the past twenty years and “What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was to the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger” - as written by Annie Proulx. Annie Proulx wrote that this was the most difficult scene for her to write, but that it was in the music titled ‘Spiritual’ from the album  'Beyond the Missouri Sky (Short Stories)' that expressed the tragic impossibility of their relationship. An excerpts: of this above statement and including the text she wrote are listed below. At the end of this paragraph - is a link to a short video clip of the words she wrote and the music that inspirer her to write them - put together in this scene from the film Brokeback Mountain. Subjectively, it appeared to be - just a slice of heaven, of all that is good, true and loving -  sustaining and unforgettable through time and beyond. It is not intrinsically disordered and Thank God it is the 'deeply rooted human tendencies to love and to be loved and to feel as one with another human being - the essence of true love’ - a gift from God, who is love
The words & video clip:


Brokeback Mountain: Story to Screenplay
by Annie Proulx, Larry McMurtry, Diana Ossana -2006
Annie Proulx writes - “The most difficult scene was the paragraph where, on the mountain, Ennis holds Jack and rocks back and forth, humming, the moment mixed with childhood loss and his refusal to admit he was holding a man. This paragraph took forever to get right, and I played Charlie Hayden's and Pat Metheny 'Spiritual', from their album 'Beyond the Missouri Sky (Short Stories)' uncountable times, trying to get the words. I was trying to write the inchoate feelings of Jack and Ennis, the sad impossibility of their liaison, which for me was expressed in that music. To this day, I cannot hear that track without Jack and Ennis appearing before me." -


Brokeback Mountain
By Annie Proulx
The New Yorker, October 13, 1997 Issue
Excerpt: (The scene is - twenty years later after Jack and Ennis first met on Brokeback Mountain.)
..“Try this one,” said Jack, “and I’ll say it just one time. Tell you what, we could a had a good life together, a _ _ _ _ real good life. You wouldn’t do it, Ennis, so what we got now is Brokeback Mountain. Everything built on that. It’s all we got, boy…Count the damn few times we been together in twenty years. Measure the _ _ _ _ short leash you keep me on, then ask me about Mexico and then tell me you’ll kill me for needin it and not hardly never gettin it. You got no _ _ _ _ idea how bad it gets. I’m not you. I can’t make it on a couple a high-altitude _ _ _ _ once or twice a year. You’re too much for me, Ennis…I wish I knew how to quit you”…
What Jack remembered and craved in a way he could neither help nor understand was the time that distant summer on Brokeback when Ennis had come up behind him and pulled him close, the silent embrace satisfying some shared and sexless hunger.
They had stood that way for a long time in front of the fire, its burning tossing ruddy chunks of light, the shadow of their bodies a single column against the rock. The minutes ticked by from the round watch in Ennis’s pocket, from the sticks in the fire settling into coals. Stars bit through the wavy heat layers above the fire. Ennis’s breath came slow and quiet, he hummed, rocked a little in the sparklight, and Jack leaned against the steady heartbeat, the vibrations of the humming like faint electricity and, standing, he fell into sleep that was not sleep but something else drowsy and tranced until Ennis, dredging up a rusty but still usable phrase from the childhood time before his mother died, said, “Time to hit the hay, cowboy. I got a go. Come on, you’re sleepin on your feet like a horse,” and gave Jack a shake, a push, and went off in the darkness. Jack heard his spurs tremble as he mounted, the words “See you tomorrow,” and the horse’s shuddering snort, grind of hoof on stone.
Later, that dozy embrace solidified in his memory as the single moment of artless, charmed happiness in their separate and difficult lives. Nothing marred it, even the knowledge that Ennis would not then embrace him face to face because he did not want to see or feel that it was Jack he held. And maybe, he thought, they’d never got much farther than that. Let be, let be….
Read the complete story:
Brokeback Mountain - By Annie Proulx






He was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine
Every time I think about him now
Lord I just can’t keep from cryin’
‘Cause he was a friend of mine

He died on the road
He died on the road
He never had enough money
To pay his room or board
And he was a friend of mine

I stole away and cried
I stole away and cried
‘Cause I never had too much money
And I never been quite satisfied
And he was a friend of mine

He never done no wrong
He never done no wrong
A thousand miles from home
And he never harmed no one

And he was a friend of mine

He was a friend of mine
He was a friend of mine
Every time I hear his name
Lord I just can’t keep from cryin’
‘Cause he was a friend of mine.

Willie Nelson - He Was A Friend Of Mine


RETHINKING HOMOSEXUALITY 
What It Teaches Us About Psychoanaysis
Ralph E. Roughton, MD 





























F l a s h b a c k s 
to 
Traumatic Early Childhood Memories
Growing-up Gay
  









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The remainder of this post is found on:

SUNDAY, MARCH 11, 2018


Further revisions and updates of this post 
will be forthcoming:

Fr. Marty Kurylowicz






Grand Haven,  Lighthouse,  Lake Michigan
F  l  a  s  h  b  a  c  k  s 
Powerful, Enduring & 
Life-sustaining   
Memory of 
LOVE 

Related links:

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SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 18, 2018
MENTAL HEALTH of "OUT" (Gay Athletes) vs. "REPRESSED" (Curia & Hierarchy) HOMOSEXUALS - - - Winter Olympics 2018 - - - GUS KENWORTHY’S KISS with boyfriend on NBC greeted with acclaim - - - ADAM RIPPON, then LINDSEY VONN, then GUS KENWORTHY - All three DARED to SPEAK OUT critically against the leaders of our country - - - POPE FRANCIS urges YOUTH to go ONLINE and GIVE the Church an EARFUL


TUESDAY, JANUARY 9, 2018
Part 4D - NAZI ABUSE OF SCIENCE -> GENOCIDE “RACIAL CLEANSING” & WAR CHILDHOOD -> CURIA - GENOCIDE of HOMOSEXUALS - - Part 4D - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’
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Dad and Son walking in rain with umbrella 
Leonid Alfremov-  Oil Paintings
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H u m a n  
A t t a c h m e n t 
Bowlby - Ainsworth - Hazan
The Cradle to the Grave” - Emotional Bond 
Infants and their Caregivers
Adult Romantic Partners
Read more: Part 4A & Part 4B


The Absence of 
Parental Love 
…The forced suppression of a gay child’s sexual orientation during early childhood years growing up —- this is the problem.  This is the absence of parental love that is the problem. It is this heinous form of child abuse that is the problem - supported and promoted by - the negligence of the complete absence of the science on homosexuality in the Catechism of the Catholic Church regarding homosexuality. It kills human bonding that develops human EMPATHY!!! It kills LOVE!!! It promotes hatred - a never ending hatred - gives license - to be as mean as you can be - for as long as you want!!! All because this child was not loved!!! It is the never ending story of child abuse -- the mutilation of a child's spirit!!! 
Read morePart 4B


The Presence  of 
Parental Love 




Written by Diane Warren - to honor her father 
Sung by - Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am

Because you loved me

Diane Warren explained in the book Chicken Soup For the SoulThe Story Behind The Song how she honors her father in this song.
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The Absence 
of 
Parental Love 




On
Homosexuality 
Someday, maybe, there will exist a well-informed, well considered and yet fervent public conviction that the most deadly of all possible sins is the mutilation of a child’s spirit
Erik Erikson
(Young Man Luther : A Study in Psychoanalysis and History, 1958) 

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Science  + 

 + Religion = Truth = L O V E




July 12, 2017 

Bishop David J. Walkowiak
Bishop of the Grand Rapids Diocese
360 Division Avenue S., 
Grand Rapids, MI 49503-4501

Dear Bishop David, 

I received your letter dated October 2015, that included a request to set an appointment to dialogue with you. At the time, my commitments,obligations and lack of financial means did not permit me to follow through. Furthermore, the around trip from Canton, MI to Grand Rapids, MI would have been about eight hours. However, after seeking reliable spiritual direction I was advised to write a letter to accept your request to meet. In the process of writing this letter, I began to thoroughly research the situation, from the combined insight obtained from three professionals perspectives, as a priest, as a psychologist, and as a historian. Through these perspectives, I have analyzed the many ways in which I was a victim of antigay hierarchal violence, having no judicial oversight to appeal to for protection within the church or civilly. This is an unidentified form of structural violence directed not at me alone but also many priests, theologians, sisters, religious and others, including Pope Francis for the past four decades - all have been victims of this form of violence. 

S t r u c t u r a l   V i o l e n c e
Introduction
by Deborah Du Nann Winter and Dana C. Leighton
Peace, conflict, and violence: Peace psychology in the 21st century
Direct violence is horrific, but its brutality usually gets our attention: we notice it, and often respond to it. Structural violence, however, is almost always invisibleembedded in ubiquitous social structures, normalized by stable institutions and regular experience. Structural violence occurs whenever people are disadvantaged by political, legal, economic, or cultural traditions. Because they are longstanding, structural inequities usually seem ordinary—the way things are and always have been. But structural violence produces suffering and death as often as direct violence does, though the damage is slower, more subtle, more common, and more difficult to repair. The chapters in this section teach us about some important but invisible forms of structural violence, and alert us to the powerful cultural mechanisms that create and maintain them over generations…
One outcome of exclusionary thinking is the belief that victims of violence must in some way deserve their plight. But certainly it is easy to see that young children do not deserve to be victims…
Section II:  Winter, D. D., & Leighton, D. C. (2001). Structural violenceIn D. J. Christie, R. V. Wagner, & D. D. Winter (Eds.), Peace, conflict, and violence: Peace psychology in the 21st centuryNew York: Prentice-Hall.

The main purpose of this form of structural violence is to silence and remove anyone in the Church who openly discusses the science on the sexual orientation of homosexuality - gay people. This antigay hierarchical, structural violence has been successful in firmly suppressing this science on homosexuality for the past 60 years. In 1957, world renowned psychologist, Dr. Evelyn Hooker conducted ground breaking research proving that homosexuality is not a mental illness. She proved that being homosexual was just as normal as being heterosexual. For years the hierarchical church has rebuked such scientifically sound findings and have championed the obsessive suppression of gay people. Such actions lead to question who benefits from falsifying truth? The hierarchical church did not suppress the scientific research on heart surgery or cancer for the past 60 years. This vicious form of gay suppression is entrenched in the corruption of the curia in which speaking the truth has become a reprehensible thing. Through my years of analysis, I have come to find that the greatest harm this suppression imposes is on our children.

Truly I tell you, unless you 
change and become like little children, 
you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. 
Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this 
child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. 
And whoever welcomes one such child in 
my name welcomes me. 
Matthew 18: 3-5


…whoever causes one of these 
little ones 
who believe in Me to stumble, 
it would be better for him 
to have a heavy millstone hung around his neck, 
and to be drowned in the 
depth of the sea. 
Matthew 18:6

My “coming out” in March 1997 was all based on substantiated science and scripture. Furthermore, it was motivated to protect defenseless children. How did risking my life by coming out warrant such extreme vindictive retaliation for the past 20 years by members of the curia and hierarchy? 

How did it get twisted around that I refused to return to the Grand Rapids Dioceses, when in fact, it was made clear to me that it was unsafe for me to return by their coercing me to acquiesce to being sent away to be re-educated on the science on the sexual orientation of homosexuality. They wanted me to leave the priesthood on my own, which would be another grave sin to commit. Since I had no recourse to appeal to for justice in 1997 - what recourse would I have available to me if I returned and more severe immoral tactics were used against me?

This tactic of the curia to dispose of someone was most recently demonstrated by Cardinal Raymond Burke firing Boeselager the Grand Chancellor of the Knights of Malta. Burke falsified a papal decision of Pope Francis that no one was to be fired, that the problematic issues with the Knights of Malta should be resolved through dialogue. Burke without any true dialogue with Boeselager stated that it was Pope Francis’s wish that he resign as the Grand Chancellor of the Knights of Malta. When Boeselager refused to resign because of “unreasonable circumstances,” Burke fired him on the grounds of disobedience. Sound familiar?  Boeselager, then appealed directly to Pope Francis and an investigation was ordered into the firing of Boeselager. It was later exposed that the grounds that Burke had used against Boeselager were over “condoms.” However, this information was contrived by a group of Burke’s supporters known as “Lepanto Institute for the Restoration of All Things in Christ.” This group is described as a “militant traditionalist organization close to Burke (Austen Ivereigh).” “This ultraconservative organization specialized in the denunciation of "gays” entering the Church and in attacks on the major development associations that question unfettered economic liberalism (La Croix International).” On February 4, 2017, Pope Francis replaced Cardinal Burke as the Patron of the Sovereign Military Order of Malta and overnight all over Rome appeared posters of Pope Francis with a sad expression with the words - “Where is your mercy?”

It was the truth from science and religion that morally obligated me to come out for the protection of children growing up gay in March 1997. This was an act of love and my duty as a priest. It is the true meaning of being a priest. Pope Francis  on Thursday, June 22, 2017  in his homily during Mass at Casa Santa Marta confirmed this fact stating,"The Good Shepherd gives his life for his sheep,” using as an example the parish priest of Barbiana, Fr. Don Milani, the from the Diocese of Firenze (Florence). 

The research to find the answers to these questions endlessly kept unfolding more and more information that led back in time - more than a century and a half. The research doors were opened wide once Pope Francis was elected and he along with his team of experts, and cardinals began reforming the curia. The research revealed two main historical events that were dependent on exploiting societal prejudices against gay people to rise and to stay in power. The, first, began with the ideology of Nazism promoted by Hitler and the Nazi regime that led to the deaths of 70 million people unprecedented in human history. The, second, began the with ideology of the “trickle-down theory” known as Reaganomics that led to Globalization and the greatest inequality in human history - “A world where 1% of humanity controls as much wealth as the bottom 99% will never be stable (President Obama’s departing speech to the UN General Assembly September 2016). Ian Kershaw explains what Hitler’s place in history will be:

…Primarily, as the inspiration of the most lethal and destructive war in history, and of the most terrible genocidethe world has ever seen. He left behind him not just physical, but also moral, ruination such as history has never previously experienced. He represented an extreme pathology of modern society. He showed us the most radical face of modern inhumanity – how an advanced society can undergo a breathtaking descent into modern barbarity that’s quite without precedent. That’s what, with the passage of time, we can see was historically defining about Hitler. Never before Hitler’s time had we seen so clearly what human beings are capable of…
…we shouldn’t mystify Hitler’s personality. The uniquenessof Nazism can’t be reduced to that strange personality. Another time, another place, and Hitler would have had no impact at all. He couldn’t have derailed a modern society without that society itself making a major contribution to its own fate… We shouldn’t be complacent about the future. New forms of fascism and racial intolerance rightly appal and worry us…
…what we can do is to remind ourselves of the essential point about Hitler: he represented the most fundamental and frontal assault ever launched on all that we associate with humanity and civilisation. 
Excerpt from: - Hitler’s Place in History - Ian Kershaw
Professor of Modern History at Sheffield University
Lecture - Wednesday 27th April 2005

Over the past year and a half - I have been researching and writing 24/7, since I received your letter - gathering significant amounts of factual data on all three levels (as a priest, psychologist and historian). This research includes my personal experience of being a victim of the hierarchical, antigay violence. As it happens when I do research, such as it did when I was doing the qualitative research on the Holocaust in graduate school for psychology, it is only after thoroughly exhausting every possible avenue several times do all the pieces begin to fall into place like  a jigsaw puzzle that a picture is formed. 

The picture centers on the crucial importance for the safety and well-being of all of humanity present and on into the future and is dependent on maintaining an ongoing dialogue between science and religion. This is necessary to obtain truth that which then gives meaning and value to love. Without this truth formed through this process - 

…Love becomes an empty shell, to be filled in an arbitrary way. In a culture without truth, this is the fatal risk facing love. It falls prey to contingent subjective emotions and opinions, the word “love” is abused and distorted,to the point where it comes to mean the opposite… 
Benedict XVI - Caritas in Veritate 2007  2009

Pope Benedict XVI goes on to make the warning that “Any breach in this dialogue comes only at an enormous price to human development…” St. Pope John Paul II made an early statement to this effect explaining how science and religion cannot be separated. He explains - as Benedict does that science is the study of all of God’s creation and religion is formed from the bible, which is the inspired word of God. They both explain how the dialogue between science and religion becomes a self-correcting mechanism of oversight, preventing abuse and maintaining integrity of both science and religion - thus allowing science and religion to guide us on our journey into the future. Both John Paul II and Benedict XVI are writing from their experience having lived through the atrocities of Hitler and the Nazi regime (1933-1945) that resulted from their manipulation and abuse of science and religion to invent a pseudo-science to legitimize Hitler’s ideology of Nazism and pseudo-religious terms to promote it. They experienced living in a social environment saturated in the racial ideology of Nazism - where the meaning of love was so twisted around that in actuality love meant the opposite. Love meant exterminating people considered to be less than human or subhuman - “Life Unworthy Of Life.” 

With the recent election of President Trump we are experiencing living in a similar social environment saturated with the ideology of the “trickle-down theory.” This led to Globalization that was also legitimized by the manipulation of science and religion that twisted the meaning of love around to mean the exact opposite. In addition to Mr. Trump’s behavior, the Republican Convention 2016 slogans, “Lock her up!” (that sounded like the palpable hysteria of the Nazi Party “Sieg Heil” chant at a Cathedral lit Nuremberg Rally of the 1930s) and his being elected US president are all blatant examples of love twisted to mean the opposite. Both the rise of Nazism and Globalization were depended on the exploitation of societal prejudices against gay people. 

However, in regards to rise of the  “trickle-down theory”of the 1980s that led to Globalization - the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy are responsible for the exploitation of societal prejudices against gay people. The research of Dr. Evelyn Hooker and subsequent research completely dispel prejudices against gay people. Instead of the curia and hierarchy acknowledging the truth of this science - they manipulated religion by misusing the bible and continued to wrongly condemn homosexuality. Thus they twisted the meaning of truth around to the point that it continues to mean the opposite. They and their supporters are not about truth and therefore not about love. They are no different than the palpable hysteria of the Nazi Party “Sieg Heil” members at the Nuremberg Rallies of the 1930s. And this is the violence, their twisted meaning of truth - the complete absence of love, they have used against me and against so many others before and after me. Some of our best and brightest theologians and bridge makers, such as, Sister Jeannine Gramick and Fr. Robert Nugent. Gramick and Nugent have been responsible since 1977 for saving millions of people’s lives, especially very young children. To the best of my knowledge, they were the first to begin an ongoing dialogue on the science of the sexual orientation of homosexuality - gay people and religion - scripture and theology.   

S c i e n c e   can purify religion from error and superstition; 
R e l i g i o n   can purify science from idolatry and false absolutes. 
Each can draw the other into a wider world, 
a world in which both can flourish. 
For the truth of the matter is that the Church and the scientific 
community will inevitably interact; their options 
do not include isolation. 
St. Pope John Paul II - 1988

I came out in March 1997: for the protection of children, as young as 4 and 5 years of age, who are growing up gay. Since then it has become a moral obligation to educate and prevent forced parental suppression and unsubstantiated antigay social and religious norms.What has bothered me ever since was the fact that I found it difficult to find the  r o o t   c a u s e  in understanding “how” and “why” and “when” did the meaning of “love” and “truth” get so monumentally - twisted around; notably among the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy to mean the exact opposite.

For the past 10 years I have been writing in an effort to explain how this mindless inquisition that started almost immediately after coming out in June 1997 - of being coerced “behind closed doors” by a directive from the curia conveyed by the bishop for me to acquiesce to being sent away “somewhere” to be re-educated on the science on the sexual orientation of homosexuality. This directive was not only shocking, but traumatizing as well. 

This irrational directive from the curia completely negated the immediate need of protecting the lives of millions of very young defenseless children from lifelong debilitating harmful effects. It also negated the wealth of the authoritative substantiated research gathered from the major medical and mental health associations, institutions, and organizations, including universities. This was the reason for my “coming out.” 

Through knowledge acquired during my studies at the University of Michigan and attending the American Psychological AssociationNational Conventions my research was reinforced on the science of sexual orientation. The action of the curia and hierarchy was a blatant affront, a direct attack on truth and love, as taught and embodied in Jesus Christ, of which the entire purpose and meaning of priesthood is based on. It was like a supervisor telling a heart surgeon that he is going to be be sent away on a sabbatical to be reeducated on the ancient system of medicine known as “bloodletting.” I cannot explain how twisted it sounded - to be told such absurdity!!! “Who in the hell is running this ship?!?” I was 47 years old at the time.

How did the curia and hierarchy cause a breach in the dialogue between science and religion that ended up twisting the meaning of love around to mean the opposite?

We will learn from studying the - science on sexual orientation that it is composed of interrelated biological and psychological processes that are not able to be consciously controlled or suppressed. These interrelated processes function outside our conscious awareness - automatically and continuously throughout life as part of the autonomic nervous system - like the heart beating and breathing. The continuous functioning of our sexual orientation - is essential in meeting our most basic human need for love, attachment, intimacy, through which empathy is developed. The continuous functioning of our sexual orientation is as vital to human survival from the beginning of life to the end - as the heart beating and breathing. Any attempt to force the suppression of a child’s gay sexual orientation is the same as suppressing the heart and breathing rate which can cause a number of lifelong adverse effects (persistent form of depression (dysthymia), suicidal ideation, and obsessive dislike for gay people that is implicit, to explicit verbal expressions of hate, to lethal forms of violence, and torture).

The majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy are European. They are the ones who grew up in the toxic antigay social environments left behind by Hitler’s Nazi regime. This begins to explain the long history of the majority of the members of the curia and hierarchy’s collective obsessive antigay crusade. This collective thought suppressed all emerging science on homosexuality for the past 60 years. For these members of the curia and hierarchy the thought of gay science has been a long closed door slammed shut in their early childhood years. This was out of great fear from their witnessing the terror in the adult’s warnings of how Hitler treated priests who were found out to be homosexuals. As this trauma of the early childhood events are not remembered, only the emotional terror of the event remains. It is this emotional terror that is wronglymistaken as an innate guiding voice of their conscience strongly conveying to them that homosexuality is evil. This misunderstanding then becomes a force that completely obliterates years of scientific research on homosexuality. It is more likely that such scientific research ignites seemingly unending waves of unexplainable terror. That door slammed tightly shut - is the breach in the dialogue between science and religion on the issue of homosexuality. This is a childhood defense mechanism. It is the only means available to the child to stop the unending waves of fear. However, as adults, these childhood defenses must be reexamined in a safe environment - to be challenged in the adult dialogue between science and religion on issues of homosexuality. As Pope Benedict XVI explains, this is the only process to find truth and give real value and meaning to the understanding of love. I do not presume this to be an easy task to unravel and should only be attempted in a safe environment. However, this situation - is not unusual - it brings to mind the words of St. Paul to be understood with great care and empathy.  

When I was a child, I talked like a child, 
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. 
When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me.
1 Corinthians 13:11

No, no, no this type of breach in the dialogue between science and religion on gay sexual orientation has to stop! Justice demands that I be exonerated and proper restitution be made for all harm endured, including the lost salary for the past 20 years to be made quickly. Not to follow through on this road of true justice is to continue this breach in the dialogue between science and religion on gay sexual orientation. Am I, like so many others, going to be made an example of what happens when a priest speaks aloud the truth? Will this be a situation reminiscent of Hitler’s regime to remove and silence Anti-Nazi priests? Are you going demonstrate publicly how an advanced society of people made a major contribution to the modern barbarity of Hitler and the Nazi regime by their complicity and indifference?

 My moral obligation as a priest is to protect people, especially children.

I look forward to setting a time to dialogue the reality of this situation in the light of the warnings of both St. Pope John Paul II and Pope Benedict XVI while maintaining an open discussion between science and religion for the search of truth that leads to love. 

Sincerely yours, 

Fr. Marty Kurylowicz 

Cc. Pope Francis
PS. For more information on the: 
  • Science of Homosexual Sexual Orientation 
  • Gay Adult Porn & Homophobia - Who views it the most and why?
  • Vatican’s Swiss Guards Break Up a D r u g - F u e l e d   G a y   O r g y 
at the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith - July 2017
  • “Priests In Panties” 2010 
  • Who is the blame for all the gay closeted sexual acting-out scandals at the Vatican?
Can be found online at the -Thalamus Center 
  • Saturday, July 1, 2017 - Pope Francis - Teaches the World to Dance the TANGO - the Dance of LOVE - INCLUSION - through - DIALOGUE! - http://fathermartykurylowicz.blogspot.com/2017/07/pope-francis-teaches-world-to-dance.html

Enclosures:

Letter from Bishop Walkowiak
Bishop of Grand Rapids Diocese - Dated, September 17, 2015 

Letter from Archbishop Joël Mercier
Secretary of the Congregation for the Clergy - 3 March 201


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The end of the letter.

Re-education Clinics - of homosexual sexual orientation 


QUACKS: 'Conversion Therapists,' the Anti-LGBT Right, and the Demonization of Homosexuality
May 25, 2016
This is a report about junk science and some of the people who propagate it. It is not about silly, perhaps amusing theories about ESP or life on the moon or even purported miracle cures for cancer. The “science” examined here actively harms people, leading with grim regularity to suicidedepression and an array of self-destructive behaviors. It demeans, defames and defrauds human beings, typically at their most vulnerable moments. And, as if that weren’t enough, it regularly lays the blame for the alleged malady of homosexuality at the feet of gay people’s parents, despite the fact that they are wholly innocent.
Executive Summary
Will standing in a circle of naked men deep in the woods turn gay men straight? Is disrobing in front of a mirror alone with your therapist and then touching “your masculinity” a cure for homosexuality? Does beating a pillow representing your mother really help develop “healthy” relationships with other men?
The men and women who people this industry known as “conversion,” “reparative” or “ex-gay” therapists are like modern-day phrenologists, the “experts” beloved by the Naziswho thought they could identify inferior human beings by measuring their subjects’ skulls. They employ theories that have been thoroughly debunked by virtually all relevant medical associations. They cite bizarre studies that were shot down decades ago as key documents. They use techniques that were described in court by one expert as “worse than snake oil.” They are quacks.
Many of them are doubtless sincere. Some describe their own struggles with “unwanted same-sex attractions.” But sincere or not, the promotion of conversion therapy has a cynical side. If being gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgender is merely a chosen behavior, one that can be “fixed” with the right mental health treatment, then criticizing LGBT people for their sexual choices is akin to simply criticizing bad behavior. Unlike attacking someone for their skin color, reparative therapists can condemn the gay “lifestyle” and still claim that they are not LGBT-hating bigots.
The real science is perfectly clear. A consensus of the vast majority of psychiatrists, psychologists and other counselors and their professional organizations agree that homosexuality is a normal variation of human sexuality. Likewise, they condemn reparative therapy and other attempts to change sexual orientation
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Lesbian photographer goes undercover inside the Ecuadorian torture clinics that 'treat' homosexuality to capture the horrors inflicted on men and women
30 May 2017
Ecuadorian photographer Paola Peredes, 31, went undercover to a facility where men and women were being 'treated' for homosexuality
Those confined to the clinics are subjected to inhumane living and working conditions; with some women even reporting being victims of 'corrective rape'
Many of the clinics operate under the pretense that they serve as drug and alcohol rehabilitation centers
Peredes, herself a lesbian, felt compelled to create photo series as she was navigating her own sexuality
After going inside the clinics and interviewing former patients, Peredes staged a shoot depicting the horrors that she had herself witness, and that had been described to her 
One photographer has captured the shocking realities of the torturous facilities in Ecuador that supposedly 'cure' homosexuality.
Inside the clinics, artist Paola Peredes, 31, discovered innumerable horrors including withholding food, forced prayer, and even 'corrective rape'.
Many of these facilities - which exist not only in Ecuador, but elsewhere in South America, Europe, and beyond - continue to operate under the guise that they treat drug and alcohol addicts, when in reality they serve a much more horrifying purpose…
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Gay in Latin America: Legal but deadly - CNN - CNN.com
The perplexing narrative about being gay in Latin America
March 3, 2017
(CNN)On a February night in 2008, Luis Alberto Rojas Marin says, his life changed forever.
At 26 years old, the Peruvian gay man was arrested by police officers while heading home shortly after midnight. Throughout the six hours he was in police custody, he says, he was stripped, raped with a baton and verbally abused by police officers before being let go.
All of this, he says, because of his sexuality.
Peruvian authorities investigated the incident and reported that Marin was taken into custody after neighbors reported unfamiliar people in the vicinity of the highway. The authorities also told the Organization of American States (OAS), which has been looking into the allegations, that they conducted an extensive investigation and found no indication the acts described by Marin had occurred.
In the nine years since, Marin has complained, but few have listened. After multiple failed attempts to have his case heard in Peru, Marin took it to the OAS Inter-American Commission on Human Rights (IACHR), which monitors and protects human rights in the Americas. The commission heard his case December 1…
Marin says he hopes to have an answer soon -- it's not clear when the commission will issue its ruling -- but mostly he wants justice for anyone else that may have been raped or tortured because of their sexuality.
I would have liked to be able to turn the page on this, and to put this behind me. But I am putting my face out there for everyone (who has been a victim)," he says. "I'm not doing this for me. I'm doing this because I am a human being who pleads for and begs for justice for all the people who have been victims and anyone that might have died."
His case is not isolated. Nearly 600 people died across Latin America from anti-LGBT violence between January 2013 and March 2014, according to a 2015 report by the IACHR.
The IACHR report, and other reports from the region, show that violenceagainst LGBT individuals is becoming more extreme. They are often stonedtortured and raped before they are killed, and crimes often go unpunished. Many times, crimes against the LGBT population go underreported because of fear of reprisals and skepticism of the justice system.
Violence despite progressive LGBT protection laws
Latin America offers a contradictory narrative: The region has the highest rates of violence against the LGBT community, according to research done by Transgender Europe, a non-governmental organization, but it also has some of the most progressive laws for LGBT equality and protection…
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THE SOUTHERN POVERTY LAW CENTER
June 26, 2017
The following is a list of activities and events of anti-LGBT organizations and individuals. Organizations listed as anti-LGBT hate groups are designated with an asterisk.
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Fr. Marty Kurylowicz - June 9, 2017 
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Holy Family Parish, 
Sparta, Michigan 

The hierarchy and Pope Francis -  vividly validated the reasoning for the immediacy - why I came out in March 1997, as pastor of Holy Family Parish, Sparta, Michigan - for the protection of gay children, as young as 4 and 5 years of age - from the lifelong harmful effects growing up gay or bisexual - during early childhood caused by the influence of anti-gay social and religious norms. These lifelong harmful effects can be clearly observed in the curia and hierarchy fierce homophobic behavior - their inability to form life-long meaningful and fulfilling relationships, including their inability to connect with others, their lack of empathy for others, their over concerns about outward appearance, status and careers, as noted in Pope Francis "Christmas address to the curia", December 22, 2014.  It is not only their complete absence of maintaining any ongoing dialogue between science and religion on the topic homosexual sexual orientation for the past 60 years, which is directly against the words of Pope John Paul II and Pope Benedict XVI , it is also by their immediate emotional explosive outbursts to the 2014 midterm report of Synod session on Family - that listed notes of the open discussion that took place -  discussing ways of how to be pastorally more welcoming to gay people and their families, including ways of valuing long term committed gay relationships. There was a lot of emotional outbursts among the curia and hierarchyhowever, there is absolutely - no detail reasoning to substantiate their extraordinary hostile and aggressive reactions to the report. So intense was their fierce emotional reaction that the continuation of this open discussion on gay people scheduled for the second synod on Family session 2015 had to be canceled.

Sadly, one cannot, also, help to notice the enormous amount of the emotional psychic energy that is use by the curia and the hierarchy completely absorbed in an anti-gay obsession and the enormous amount of Pope Francis emotional psychic energy is used in reaching out to all people globally in nearly every situation in extraordinary effort to be inclusive of everyone, particularly those most forgotten and are in need of our help. Pope Francis has been relentless in this regard since his election to the papacy in March 2013.




















As Church Shifts, a Cardinal Welcomes Gays; They Embrace a ‘Miracle’
The New York Times 
June 13, 2017
NEWARK — The word “pilgrimage” usually evokes visions of far-off, exotic places, but for some 100 gay and lesbian Catholics and their families, a pilgrimage to the Cathedral Basilica of the Sacred Heart here on a recent Sunday was more like a homecoming.
The doors to the cathedral were opened to them, and they were welcomed personally by the leader of the Archdiocese of Newark, Cardinal Joseph W. Tobin. They were seated on folding chairs at the cathedral’s center, in front of the altar in the towering sanctuary, under the blue-tinted glow of stained glass.
“I am Joseph, your brother,” Cardinal Tobin told the group, which included lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender Catholics from around New York and the five dioceses in New Jersey. “I am your brother, as a disciple of Jesus. I am your brother, as a sinner who finds mercy with the Lord.”
The welcoming of a group of openly gay people to Mass by a leader of Cardinal Tobin’s standing in the Roman Catholic Church in this country would have been unthinkable even five years ago. But Cardinal Tobin, whom Pope Francis appointed to Newark last year, is among a small but growing group of bishops changing how the American church relates to its gay members. They are seeking to be more inclusive and signaling to subordinate priests that they should do the same…
Four years ago, Pope Francis shook the Catholic world with his comment about gay priests seeking the Lord: “Who am I to judge?” But it was unclear how his words would affect Catholics seeking acceptance in the pews…
But gestures like Cardinal Tobin’s are evidence that Pope Francis’ words are having an impact…Read more:  https://www.nytimes.com/2017/06/13/nyregion/catholic-church-gays-mass-newark-cathedral.html?_r=0
Fr. Marty Kurylowicz - June 9, 2017
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S e x u a l   O r i e n t a t i o n   


 DR. EVELYN HOOKER


In the USA, 1957Evelyn Hooker’s most notable and ground breaking research proving that homosexuality is not a mental illness was completed called:-
 in which she administered several psychological tests to groups of self-identified male homosexuals and heterosexuals and asked experts to identify the homosexuals and rate their mental health. The experiment, which other researchers subsequently repeated, argues that homosexuality is not a mental disorder, as there was no detectable difference between homosexual and heterosexual men in terms of mental adjustment... Photo


Being Gay Is Just as Healthy as Being Straight
Evelyn Hooker's pioneering research debunked the popular myth that homosexuals are inherently less mentally healthy than heterosexuals, leading to significant changes in how psychology views and treats people who are gay...
Hooker's work was the first to empirically test the assumption that gay men were mentally unhealthy and maladjusted. The fact that no differences were found between gay and straight participants sparked more research in this area and began to dismantle the myth that homosexual men and women are inherently unhealthy.
In conjunction with other empirical results, this work led the American Psychiatric Association to remove homosexuality from the DSM in 1973 (it had been listed as a sociopathic personality disorder). In 1975, the American Psychological Association publicly supported this move, stating that "homosexuality per se implies no impairment in judgment, reliability or general social and vocational capabilities…(and mental health professionals should) take the lead in removing the stigma of mental illness long associated with homosexual orientation." Although prejudice and stigma still exist in society, this research has helped millions of gay men and women gain acceptance in the mental health community.
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Ian Kershaw “is regarded by many as one of the world's leading experts on Adolf Hitler and Nazi Germany (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ian_Kershaw).” Kershaw describes in great detail - the horrific atrocities instigated by Hitler and how we should see his place in history. Kershaw looks upon Hitler’s place in history as: 

Primarily, as the inspiration of the most lethal and destructive war in history, and of the most terrible genocide the world has ever seen. He left behind him not just physical, but also moralruination such as history has never previously experienced. He represented an extreme pathology of modern society. He showed us the most radical face of modern inhumanity – how an advanced society can undergo a breathtaking descent into modern barbarity that’s quite without precedent…
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Hitler's Place in History
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Professor of Modern History at Sheffield University
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In dealing with dissidents, troublemakers, communists, homosexuals, gipsies — anyone with an inclination not to conform to the diktats of the Nazi state — the Gestapo was utterly ruthless

The Nazis: A Warning from History - 1997
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…The horror of the Holocaust began in 1933 and ended in 1945. The psychological fallout would have been far more extensive and more deadly, especially when it is not identified as such…
AUSCHWITZ -- CHRISTMAS 2008 -- A flashback far more severe than in --- BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN – December 26, 2008 – Fr. Marty Kurylowicz

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Oracle at Delphi 


This above all: 
to thine own self be true,
 And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.
 
William Shakespeare


Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your 
brother's eye and pay no attention to the 
plank in your own eye? How can you 
say to your brother, 'Brother, 
let me take the speck 
out of your eye,
'when you yourself fail to see the 
plank in your own eye? You hypocrite,
 first take the plank out of your eye, and 
then you will see clearly to remove 
the speck from your 
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child’s sexual orientation is not about sexual behavior - it is about love, wanting to feel one with another. Depending on the severity of this rejection of a child’s expression of love - the child wants to desperately please his parents and will learn to hid from his parent such emotions of love that are disturbing to them. He will even hide them from himself and thus begins the mental dissociation of this child - attempting to suppress the never ending - regular functioning of his sexual orientation of the emotional impulses - to be loved and to love and to feel one with another. However, as explained above - a person’s sexual orientation like the heart beating, breathing, sexual arousal, etc., are all under the control autonomic nervous system that operates automatically and unconsciously - they cannot be suppressed. 


Sexual orientation refers to an enduring pattern of emotional, romantic and/or sexual attractions to men, women or both sexes... http://www.apa.org/topics/lgbt/orientation.aspx

Autonomic nervous system
  The autonomic nervous system is a control system that acts largely unconsciously and regulates bodily functions such as the heart rate, digestion, respiratory rate, pupillary response, urination, and sexual arousal https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Autonomic_nervous_system#cite_note-Human_Physiology_-_Janig-2 

A research study 2012, at Cornell University found that measurements of pupil dilation taken while study participants viewed erotic videos of people they found attractive - was a robust indicator of - a person’s sexual orientation and of the activation of the autonomic nervous system. The results of bisexual men was of significant importance in this new study that revealed they had substantial pupil dilations to sexual videos of both men and women.

E Y E   E X A M I N E 
“Those who scandalize the people” 
= The Homophobic (Anti-Gay) Members of the 

RC  Curia & Hierarchy 
60 Yrs - IGNORING & SILENCING - 
Science on 
HOMOSEXUAL Sexual Orientation - 
   
Including Their Lay Supporters - Should Submit - EYE EXAMINE - to Identify Individual Sexual Orientation - - - 

Where is the 
D I A L O G U E ? ! ?

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                           Autonomic Nervous System
The Eyes Have It: Sex and Sexual Orientation Differences in Pupil Dilation Patterns
August 3. 2012   
pupil dilation to stimuli indicates activation of the autonomic nervous system. This system is associated with many automatic processes such as perspiration, digestion, blood pressure, and heart rate. For this reason, pupil dilation has been used as indicator of automatic response, for example, in studies of implicit reaction and cognitive load. Other research suggests that pupil dilation can reflect automatic attention, or attention that is likely not in the conscious control of participants. It is therefore unlikely that participants suppress pupil dilation to stimuli they are sexually attracted to. Pupil dilation patterns could therefore reflect, with high sensitivity, automatic attention related to sexual attraction and sexual orientation
















Brokeback Mountain” 2005

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AUSCHWITZ -- CHRISTMAS 2008 -- A flashback far more severe than in --- BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN – December 26, 2008 – Fr. Marty Kurylowicz




I have been so saddened by Pope Benedict XVI's cruel words to LGBTQ people around the world, to their parents, families and friends, most ESPECIALLY TO CHILDREN. After reading the accounts of this human travesty, I did not know where to find comfort or hope. And then I thought about your blog. And just like receiving a wonderful Christmas present, sure enough I found the hope and comfort I needed to hear. Photo 

I am a priest and a clinical psychologist (MS). And for one of my research projects I chose to do a qualitative research project of the recorded verbal accounts of survivors of the Holocaust, 50 years after the event. It was a difficult research project, because I could not make sense of one of the accounts of the survivors. 

For example, one survivor was describing what it was like riding the train to AUSCHWITZ, but he was describing how he was trying to make conversation with a girl on the train. I listened and wrote out this one account almost 30 times but I just was not getting it. I could not understand how this man could be talking about wanting to make conversation with this girl on the same train to AUSCHWITZ!?! 

Because I had taught high school religion classes for nearly 20 years, it hit me hard, like a flash of lightning. Instantly, all the pieces came together, so fast. Though this survivor was in his late 60’s when he gave his account of his story on audiotape, he was remembering the events that took place, but naturally they were recounted through the mind of a teenager, the age he was on the train to AUSCHWITZ. That is why the dialogue wasn’t making any sense. I was thinking of him as an old man because the voice on the audiotape was the voice of a 68-year-old. As shocking as a bomb going off, all the different aspects of the psychological developmental stages of a teenager kicked in. I realized only too fully that he was just a young normal teenager on that train!!! And so was the girl he was trying to make conversation, and their moms and dads were there with them!!! There was no way to pretend I did not realize what I discovered. It kept hitting me: this is not some script from a movie or TV miniseries on the Holocaust. No; as much as I wished it were. The reality of this horror hit me all at once, on so many different levels of consciousness: what an unbelievable horror it was!!! How could we treat human beings like this! I remember when the realization of the magnitude of this horror first hit me, like an instant reflex. I threw down the transcript I was holding as if it were a blazing hot poker. It kept hitting me over and over again that this is not a movie script or some kind of play – this really happened! It really happened! Oh, my God, how could this have happened!?!!!

My supervisor told me at the time that I was traumatized by the oral content. Qualitative research is an attempt to understand the complexity of emotions, the kinds of emotions, and the degree of intensity involved. Our emotions are what allow us to connect with other human beings. We identify with the non-verbal quality of emotions more immediately and strongly than with the words used to express them. The non-verbal qualities include tone of voice, eye contact, facial expression, body posture, and gestures, all of which express emotions. Emotions are why we can connect with people through time, across cultures, and individually. It is the expression of human emotions in the arts that makes some works of art timeless, because they continually speak to all people through the ages. 

And when I heard what Pope Benedict XVI said about homosexuals and transgendered human beings at Christmas 2008, I felt that same trauma all over again. Because in some way, somehow, he was conveying in a non-verbal manner the horror of the Holocaust, in what appears to be a traumatized, trance-like, accepted social norm from that period of time dictating that some people just don’t count, aren’t important, and can be easily disposed of. And if you rock the boat, you could be next to be disposed of.

I truly have to believe that a person in his position would not be doing this consciously or intentionally. The horror of the Holocaust is like an atomic bomb with fallout so extensive that it spreads over a radius of more than 150 miles. The horror of the Holocaust began in 1933 and ended in 1945. The psychological fallout would have been far more extensive and more deadly, especially when it is notidentified as such.

It hit me the way it did when I realized that the research I was doing about a Holocaust survivor, a man 68 years old telling his story, who was remembering what it was like to be on the train to AUSCHWITZ, from the perspective of a young teenage boy who just wanted to talk to a girl. It seemed like the same kind of horror, a tacit assumption that some people don't count and can be disposed of without remorse. Could it be that Benedict XVI is unconsciously repeating Hitler's crime against humanity by taking on a long-accepted social attitude from that period of time? 

The question I asked myself was: what would it have been like for someone growing up gay during the Nazi Persecution of Homosexuals 1933 -1945

What would be the severity of the psychological effects on a boy who grew up to be gay in Germany during the time of Hitler’s NAZI PERSECUTION OF HOMOSEXUALS 1933 -1945? During the Nazi regime, homosexuals were publicly defamed and falsely accused for the major social problems of that time, which was done to incite massive public hatred and hostility directed against homosexuals. Homosexuals were used for medical experiments, physically mutilated, brutally tortured and exterminated.

Would this child, as an adult, in a severe dissociated state of mind from his own homosexual feelings (Harry Stack Sullivan MD, Dissociative Processes, Clinical Studies on Psychiatry (1956)), unconsciously perpetuate the terrifying horror of the insensitivity he had experienced growing up? If he found himself in a position of authority would he recreate the same social and political environment of violence and terror for homosexuals that he experienced, as a child who grew up to be gay, during the NAZI PERSECUTION OF HOMOSEXUALS? 

I think in truth on a much deeper level I was frightened, really frightened, to hear Pope Benedict XVI’s Christmas remarks against homosexuals and transgendered human beings and even more frightened by the silence from the larger global community of human beings. What is so frightening is, even if there is agreement that one person does not matter or is not important, in truth then no one matters. Therefore, when I thought about your blog and what you did on October 5, 2008, I felt more reassured, I felt hope, and I felt comforted. NOW, isn’t that the true meaning of Christmas? 

God Bless you,

Fr. Marty Kurylowicz

. . . .Written by Martin S. Kurylowicz, M.Div., M.S.
Edited by Madeline Wright, Ph.D., M.S. . . . .





























American surveillance photo of Birkenau (1944). 
South is at the top in this photo.

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Above excerpts taken from:

SUNDAY, JUNE 11, 2017
GRAVIORA DELICTA = Homophobic (Anti-Gay) Members of the RC Curia & Hierarchy - Including Their Lay Supporters - Should Submit - EYE EXAMINE - to Identify Individual Sexual Orientation - - -
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Injustice anywhere is a
threat to Justice everywhere 
The Nobel Peace Prize 1964
Martin Luther King Jr.





What you cannot do is accept injustice.
From Hitler – or anyone.
You must make the injustice visible
– be prepared to die like a
 soldier to do so.
Mahatma Gandhi

Kids Are Being Hurt!!!



"Someday, maybe, there will exist 
a well-informed, well considered and yet fervent public conviction that the 
most deadly of all possible sins 
is the mutilation of a child’s spirit;
for such mutilation 
undercuts the life principle of trust, without which every human act, may it feel ever so good and seem ever so right is prone to perversion by destructive 
forms of conscientiousness.”
  Erik Erikson
(Young Man Luther : A Study in Psychoanalysis and History, 1958)

























…whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to stumble, it 
would be better for him 
to have a heavy 
millstone hung around his neck, 
and to be drowned in the 
depth of the sea. 
Matthew 18:6




















Important note: 
No disrespect meant to 
Pope Benedict XVI or the hierarchy, 
the one and only concern is 
the safety and well-being of children.



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Grand Haven,  Lighthouse,  Lake Michigan
Powerful, Enduring & 
Life-sustaining   
Memory of 
LOVE 


Fr. Marty Kurylowicz












I want to be a part of it, 
New York, New York... 
These little town blues, Are melting away.
 I'll make a brand new start of it...



Liza Minnelli 

Start spreading the news,
I'm leaving today.
I want to be a part of it, New York, New York.
These vagabond shoes,
Are longing to stray,
And make a brand new start of it
New York, New York
I want to wake up in the city that doesn’t sleeps,
To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap.
These little town blues,
Are melting away.
I'll make a brand new start of it,
In old New York.
If I can make it there,
I'll make it anywhere,
It's up to you, New York, New York.

New York, New York.
I want to wake up, in the city that doesn’t sleeps
To find I'm king of the hill, top of the heap
Crème of the crop and the top of the heap.
My little town blues
Are melting away
I'll make a brand new start of it,
In old New York.
If I can make it there,
I'll make it anywhere,



Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me.


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Pope Francis offers 'radicals' Dorothy Day and Thomas Merton as models
Sep.24.2015
Rachel Maddow describes the lives of Dorothy Day and Thomas Merton, two American Catholics singled out by Pope Francis in his address to Congress, and talks with Father Matt Malone, Jesuit priest and editor-in-chief of American Magazine, about why the pope...
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P o p e   F r a n c i s
New York City - 2015 - Arrival 
High School Band Plays - Theme Song

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Pope's hope for Congress contrasts with American cynicism
Sep.24.2015
Senator Amy Klobuchar talks with Rachel Maddow about Pope Francis delivering a message beyond the confines of religion and speaking to the nobility of public service in politics in working toward the common good for all people.


Pope Francis arrives in New York City for historic visit
September 25, 2015
As entrances go, this one was divine.
Pope Francis touched down in New York City on Thursday to the strains of “New York, New York” and began his historic 39-hour pilgrimage to the city that never sleeps by taking a drive up Fifth Ave…
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'I Am Convinced That We Can Make A Difference,' Pope Tells Congress, 
Photo

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Continuous 

D I A L O G U E
John Paul II and Benedict XVI
Science & Religion
Bessel van der Kolk MD 
Rational & Emotional 
Brains 



Read more:

TUESDAY, JANUARY 9, 2018

Part 4D - NAZI ABUSE OF SCIENCE -> GENOCIDE “RACIAL CLEANSING” & WAR CHILDHOOD -> CURIA - GENOCIDE of HOMOSEXUALS - - Part 4D - Homosexuality - “If it is NOT a choice, if it is NOT a disease, in the perspective of faith it can only be a GIFT” - Bishop Cruz, Brazil - ’seeks to END ‘PREJUDICES that KILL’