Saturday, August 22, 2015

Part 3 - - Update 8/26/15 - OBEDIENT to WHOM??? - 1997-2015 Protecting Gay Children - vs. - Burke’s Hysterical Antigay Demagoguery: LOBOTOMY on Truth & the GENOCIDE of Gay Children - Received Mercier’s Letter on March 20, 2015 - KIDS ARE BEING HURT!!!

This entire posting has been previously sent out as a US group mailing prior to posting here on the Thalamus Center.


Part 1 - - OBEDIENT to WHOM??? - 1997-2015 Protecting Gay Children - vs. - Burke’s Hysterical Antigay Demagoguery: LOBOTOMY on Truth & the GENOCIDE of Gay Children - Received Mercier’s Letter on March 20, 2015 - KIDS ARE BEING HURT!!!


Part 2 - - OBEDIENT to WHOM??? - 1997-2015 Protecting Gay Children - vs. - Burke’s Hysterical Antigay Demagoguery: LOBOTOMY on Truth & the GENOCIDE of Gay Children - Received Mercier’s Letter on March 20, 2015 - KIDS ARE BEING HURT!!! 


Fr Marty Kurylowicz’s - Appeal Letter Sent to Pope Francis - “Coming Out” March 1997 - Gay Catholic Priest - For Protection of Children - January 16, 2014
Original post: January 16, 2014

Part 1 - Ghosts in the - Synod of Bishops on Family - October 2014 - Repress Unacknowledged Need for Empathy?
Fr. Marty Kurylowicz - September 16, 2014

Part 2 - Ghosts in the - Synod 2014 ---- & ---- Fr Kurylowicz’s - Appeal Letter - “Coming Out” March 1997 - For Protection of Children - 1/16/14
Repost 3/04/15 -- “Cold-blooded Murderers”- Revised 1/31/15 - Update 3/14/15:


Thalamus Center - Early Childhood Psychological Development Growing up Gay                   
Fr. Marty Kurylowicz  Photos


The road to Auschwitz was built by hate, 
but paved with indifference.
Ian Kershaw
Popular Opinion and Political Dissent in the 
Third Reich, Bavaria 1933-1945

Rev. Mercier,

It is criminally inhumane treatment - for you and your members of the “Sacred” Congregation for the Clergy (Congregatio pro Clericis) - not to respond to my cries, a gay priest, for the immediate need for assistance, as I have already informed you that I am - one-foot away from being homeless that is all due to the psychopathic attacks for the past 18 years, I have been subjected to, by the curia members of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith through Bishop Hurley for my “coming out” in March 1997 for the protection of children. Instead, you callously were completely indifferent to the pleas of a drowning gay priest and chose to further the continuation of the same psychopathic dehumanizing tactics of these past 18 years - by cruelly assigning him the protocol number 20131723/F. It is equivalent to handing a drowning gay priest an anvil. Though, this was the prescribed remedy that a Catholic, Heinrich Himmler (, one of the most powerful leaders of the Nazi Party - detailed in a speech he gave  to SS Gruppenfuehrer on February 18, 1937:  

"I wish to explore a few ideas on the subject of homosexuality. Amongst certain homosexuals there exists the following point of view: "what I do is of no importance to anyone else, it is a personal and private matter". Everything which touches upon sexual matters ceases to be private when the life or death of a nation depends on it. It is the difference between world domination or annihilation.
A nation with many children can gain supremacy and mastery of the world. A pure race with few children already as one foot in the grave; in fifty or a hundred years it will be of no significance; in two hundred years it will be extinct. It is essential to realize that if we allow this infection to continue in Germany without being able to fight it, it will be the end of Germany, of the Germanic world. Unfortunately this is not the simple matter it was for our forefathers. For them, the few isolated cases were simply abnormalities; they drowned them in bogs. Those who found bodies in the mire did not know that in 90% of the cases they found themselves face to face with a homosexual who had been drowned with all his belongings. This was not punishment, more the simple elimination of this particular abnormality. It is vital we rid ourselves of them; like weed we must pull them up, throw them on the fire and burn them. This is not out of a spirit of vengeance, but of necessity; these creatures must be exterminated. 
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The Enemy Within: Homosexuality in the Third Reich, 1933-1945 - by Eliot H. Boden - 2011
…Not surprisingly, the Nazi leadership was divided over the seriousness of the perceived threat of homosexuality. The head of the SS, Himmler, was one of the most rabid advocates of the complete extermination of homosexuals. He fiercely believed that homosexuality was a contagion that endangered the unity of the German nation and posed a unique threat to his police forces. In his infamous speech at Bad Tölz, Himmler lamented that draconian punishments for homosexuality had long been discontinued and that homosexuals were no longer simply tied up and drowned in swamps, as in pre-modern Germany. Hitler‟s views on the appropriate treatment of homosexuals were more ambiguous…
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Violently Silencing - The Truth 
About Homosexuality 

This obsessive mistreatment of the same cruel psychopathic dehumanizing tactics directed against gay priests or anyone  supporting gay people or anyone who openly discuss the emerging science on homosexual sexual orientation has been ongoing for the past 30 years. It is not a form of direct violence as actually downing gay priests or anyone who is supportive of gay people, but it is a form of structural violence though just as deadly as direct violence. Death by structural violence is slower and more invisible, but the person dies in the end, though not because of natural causes, but of malicious intent of the curia and hierarchy. Publicly, no one would suspect that any member of the curia and hierarchy would be deliberately draconian of murdering another human being, because it is done hidden behind the facade of hierarchical sanctity. I do want a copy of the documentation that I have not received that was sent to you by the nameless bishops who want to remove the gay priest you assigned with the protocol number 20131723/F. Because it is a prime example of this form of deathly structural violence. I am the victim here, but I am on a secret trial - having never ever meeting with me. I am on secret trial, because I did my duty as a gay priest, risking my life for the protection of children. And somehow your secret trial is connected to God??? The overall layers of secrecy and bureaucratic anonymity of the “Sacred” Congregation for the Clergy - regarding the life of a gay priest and the children lives this gay priest is protecting, it is blasphemy for you or anyone else to even speak the word justice in connection with the “Sacred” Congregation for the Clergy. Do you even believe in God?

Peace, conflict, and violence: Peace psychology in the 21st century
Direct violence is horrific, but its brutality usually gets our attention: we notice it, and often respond to it. Structural violence, however, is almost always invisible, embedded in ubiquitous social structures, normalized by stable institutions and regular experience. Structural violence occurs whenever people are disadvantaged by political, legal, economic, or cultural traditions. Because they are longstanding, structural inequities usually seem ordinary—the way things are and always have been. But structural violence produces suffering and death as often as direct violence does, though the damage is slower, more subtle, more common, and more difficult to repair. The chapters in this section teach us about some important but invisible forms of structural violence, and alert us to the powerful cultural mechanisms that create and maintain them over generations...
...Unfortunately, even those who are victims of structural violence often do not see the systematic ways in which their plight is choreographed by unequal and unfair distribution of society’s resources. Such is the insidiousness of structural violence…
...One outcome of exclusionary thinking is the belief that victims of violence must in some way deserve their plight. But certainly it is easy to see that young children do not deserve to be victims…
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Peace, conflict, and violence: Peace psychology in the 21st century. 
New York: Prentice-Hall. Section II: Winter, D. D., & Leighton, D. C. (2001). Structural violence. In D. J. Christie, R. V. Wagner, & D. D. Winter (Eds.), 
Peace Psychology Book
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Be ever so careful to even think or suggest that I am being egoistical here, because as the entrenched corruption of the curia is beginning to be exposed - it will reveal how many tens of thousands of others in the Church who stood up for truth and were treated in the same way. And in over the past 30 years committing this travesty of justice in the name of God - has greatly contributed to the moral break down of the global society, as well as, responsible, though not limited to, US entering into a war under false pretenses. 

The intense negative reaction by the majority the members of the curia and hierarchy  - to the Synod 2014 “Welcoming Gay People” and the US Supreme Court legalizing Gay Marriage is exposing the depths of this extremely irrational and inhumane treatment of gay people. This is especially the case, because their intense negative reactions - are all completely without any supporting authoritative evidence from science or the bible.This was best exemplified endlessly by Burke’s public irrational antigay statements. But even more tragic is the indifference that exists among the members of the curia and hierarchy, over the past 30 years to the present who continue to do nothing to prevent it or to stop it. Together they are re-enacting the atrocities of Nazi Germany - “The road to Auschwitz was built by hate, but paved with indifference” Ian Kershaw. 

Someday, maybe, there will exist 
a well-informed, well considered and yet 
fervent public conviction that the most deadly 
of all possible sins is the mutilation of a child’s spirit.

This flagrant uneducated collective psychopathic behavior of the  majority of curia and hierarchy (e.g. Burke, Muller, Chaput, Gadecki, Cordileone, US Catholic Bishops,…) of - “the blind leading the blind”- is continually pointing to one source, as the epicenter - Hitler's Nazi Regime - 1927-1945 and how it impacted - Pope Benedict XVI's life. It is indicating the likely possibility of what we appear to be witnessing is the unbelievable - extreme mutilation of a child’s spirit: a severe dissociated state of mind from one’s own homosexual feelings caused by traumatic events that happened in early childhood, growing up in Nazi Germany ( 

Catholic resistance to Nazi Germany
After constant confrontations, by late 1935, Bishop August von Galen of Munich was urging a joint pastoral letter protesting an "underground war" against the church. Under Reinhard Heydrich and Heinrich Himmler, the Security Police and the SD were responsible for suppressing internal and external enemies of the Nazi state. Among those enemies were "political churches" - such as Lutheran and Catholic clergy who opposed the Hitler regime. Such dissidents were arrested and sent to concentration camps. In the 1936 campaign against the monasteries and convents, the authorities charged 276 members of religious orders with the offence of “homosexuality”…
By early 1937, the church hierarchy in Germany, which had initially attempted to co-operate with the new government, had become highly disillusioned…
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Homosexuals and Nazi Germany
...Trumped up charges of homosexual behaviour could also be used against someone who had upset the Nazi Party hierarchy...
...On October 1st 1936 the Nazi Party introduced a new department – the Reich Central Office for Combatting Homosexuality and Abortion. The Gestapo was given the task of hunting out homosexuals – a task it carried out with vigour - and an assumption was made that homosexual behaviour equalled dissidence and opposition to the Reich. Some senior Nazi leaders also believed that homosexuality was contagious and could undermine the Third Reich…
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For Pope Benedict XVI - these traumatic events have likely been re-enacted unconsciously from the perspective of early childhood memories when the traumatization took place. 

Pope Benedict XVI - 1933 - Early Childhood Trauma 
Six Years Old  
It is the extraordinary insight that the wake of Pope Francis transparency efforts to reform the Vatican, especially with the midterm report of the Synod of Bishops on Family 2014 concerns for supporting gay children that is altering previously conceived ideas.  However, all the needed reforms are linked back to early childhood traumatizing events. It gives a deeper understanding though more severe - to how Pope Benedict XVI grew up in Nazi Germany, at the age of six years old, in 1933 and how that harsh mistreatment played itself out in his years at the Vatican. 
From mere historical observations of where and when Benedict XVI was born - it would not be a unreasonable to consider the fact that he was a child victim of multiple forms of child abuse, as countless other children due to Hitler’s and the Nazi Party’s ideologies…
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However, for Pope Benedict XVI - the onset of this severe dissociated state of mind appears to may have been delayed until midlife - causing a likely a complete change in the person’s personality. It appears to mirror a similar pattern of the delay onset of post traumatic reactions in Holocaust survivors. 

Late-onset of post- traumatic reactions in Holocaust survivors at advanced age * Haim Dasberg ** 
Y. Sadavoy (1997), in his paper on elderly survivors, speaks of the traumatically-induced "false self' which is an "armour to meet the world," providing the conditions are not too unfavorable. The traumatic inner "true self' remains hidden, waiting to be released by later triggers. From this psychoanalytic perspective, survivors with hidden post-traumatic problems essentially suffer from identity disorders, diagnosable post-factum, after the late-onset has occurred. They act ''as if' it were not true. This "dormant, sub-clinical coverage" (Krystal, 1981), held up by "splitting" of the personality has to come to an end, at a time when the natural urge for reminiscing and reintegration of old memories take over in old age or after reaching mid-Iife. Until then, the "dormant" problems continue to be "walled off' (H. Krystal's term). As was said, the avoidance, detachment, constriction and blotting out of awareness, and blocking off during the subclinical latency period, fulfill Criterion C (of the DSM definition of PTSD, above)…
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Nazi horrors revisited: The Holocaust survivors who only develop PTSD in old age - 11 June 2012

18 Years - Monastic Existence - Prayer & Researching 
Homophobia  Curia & Hierarchy 

The longer I wait, these past 18 years, for justice to be served that the proper and full restitution is made for the crimes committed against me, for speaking out on the truth of homosexuality that has been the case of so many people in the Church - by members of the curia and hierarchy has left me in a situation that is totality focused on the protection children by researching the roots of the entrenched antigay corruption and the indifference that allowed it to grow and escalated out of control. 

The idiocy of their psychopathic behavior that ultimately imploded on them, e.g. Vatileaks, they could not have picked a more unlikely gay priest to attempt to coerce into silence and remove. It is obvious they have no idea what is like to risk your life, as a gay priest, for children to the point of death, all based on authoritative data, and out of obedience to God, as Christ taught us. And then to attack this same gay priest who has already faced death for the protection of children, at the age of 47 years old, by those in the curia and hierarchy who are the very antithesis of the reason he risked his life - what would you expect the reaction of this gay priest to be? Especially by attempting to coerce him - by ordering him to be sent away to be re-educated on sexual orientation, the very reason he came out on. It would only increase his moral obligation to protect children to work at finding a way to expose this major threat to children identified in the curia and hierarchy and the overall indifference that allowed it to grow out of control, harming millions of children lives. 

But nevertheless - members of the curia and hierarchy, particularly by Hurley, their continuous attacks over the past 18 year, for “coming out” in March 1997 for the protection of children: (1) left me jobless and penniless, all because (2) based on authoritative facts from science and the bible, (3) in good conscience, (4) I felt morally obligated, (4) especially, as a gay Catholic priest (5) to the point of risking my life, (6) for the protection of children by “coming out” in March 1997, (7) to draw public attention to the lifetime harmful effects caused by the antigay social and religious norms and that they are (8) unsubstantiated. These endless attacks left me in a cloistered monastic existence, isolated from family and friends to be totally dedicated to intense prayer and endless research of the psychopathic homophobia of the curia and hierarchy to faithfully  continue to fulfill my moral obligation to protect children. 


The fact that I personally experienced beginning in June 1997, the use of coercion, “behind close doors” by members of the curia and the hierarchy whether it was use as a means of intimidation force me into compliance to their corruption or to to get me acquiesce to being sent away to be reeducated on subject of sexual orientation two months after I came out publicly in March 1997, in either case it was meant to denounce me by not openly denouncing me. It was directly aimed at suppressing the emerging science of homosexuality, using coercive tactics to presumingly to intimidate, to silence, to force me into submission. However, it was outright stupid and criminal on so many levels!  Though it was grossly stupid - it was lethal at the same time. It was the behavior that was age appropriate for a two year old child, when the child has an out of control tantrum, but for 49 year old celibate prelate it is reason for incarceration and or admittance to a psychiatric ward. But it was definitely psychopathic behavior - completely inappropriate for a member of the curia or hierarchy. It was on all levels the opposite of good - it was evil on all levels and stupid besides! This form of hierarchical psychopathic behavior, as it is no longer protected, in the wake of Pope Francis transparency reforming the curia, by bureaucratic anonymity, it is openly exemplified endlessly by Burke, Muller, Chaput, Gadecki, Gänswein, to name a few. It was a complete disregard for the safety and well-being of others. 

Criminal Abuse - Obedience to Authority

Coercion can occur through simple obedience to authority, especially if the persons involved see no other choice as effectively available.

It was a criminal misuse of the obedience to authority, because it took advantage of the position of a priest. First, the salaries of priests are considerably lower, in comparison to holding similar positions in the secular world, however, the low salaries leaves priests at disadvantage of being financially dependent on the bishop for his monthly salary. It then becomes a significant means of control, of coercion, which is not a problem unless the bishop is immoral and acts unethically. It is a serious form of coercion to take advantage of the years of spiritual dedication of a priest, especially as the priest, approaches middle age to force him to acquiesce to immoral demands. A dedicated priest is not concerned about making a fortune, but in faithfully, and in an educated manner - serving God’s people. 

Priests - Complete Lack of Power
To Protect Children 

This leaves a priests with the complete lack of power to oppose the immoral demands of a bishop, because bishops have no oversight. And I am sorry to say, but it has been proven that the “Sacred” Congregation for the Clergy is completely useless in protecting priests in these situations or any situation. Considering the enormous number child sexual abuse cover-ups by bishops for the past several decades and the obsessive unsubstantiated antigay crusade that is proven to be lethally harmful to 90% of the world population of the lives of children - does not make the majority of Catholic bishops morally and in many mentally sound. The overall positive and negative reactions to the Synod 2014 “Welcoming Gay People” and the US Supreme Court legalization of Gay Marriage 2015 is astounding revealing supporting the authoritative data on sexual orientation and highlighting the major inconsistencies among those refuse to accept or even discuss the related authoritative data.

Regardless, of the truth about sexual orientation from science and the bible, the complete lack of protection - it leaves priests no other choice but to submit to the unethical and immoral demands of the curia and hierarchy. It places a gay priest, like myself, with the protocol number 20131723/F, in the situation, of appearing to be obstinate and disobedient for choosing to be ethical and moral, ultimately obedient to God. And this is exactly what Bishop Walter Hurley did endlessly by his character assassination tactics destroying my reputation, even before he was assigned bishop of Grand Rapids (that happened one month after Benedict XVI was elected to the papacy April 2005), as noted, but not limited to - in The Grand Rapids Press - May 2006 ( ). And therefore, by appearance alone the immoral and unethical members of the curia and hierarchy can petition the Congregation for the Clergy (Congregatio pro Clericis) that the gay priest be removed from the priesthood. And then you can delay and delay, behind behind the secrecy of bureaucratic anonymity and remain indifferent to avoid any conformation that is likely to follow - if you allowed true justice to be served and that full and proper restitution be made immediately. Your delay in this matter is your collusion - assenting to the entrenched corruption that exists throughout the curia. 

1980s Ratzinger
Introduction to Christianity - 1968
Hunthausen - Blind Obedience 

The corruption of the curia - significantly increased with Benedict XVI then as Cardinal Ratzinger coming on the scene in 1981, with his obsessive antigay crusade dominating everything. The same psychopathic tactics that are identifiable throughout the investigation of Archbishop Hunthausen of the 1980s. They are the trademarks of the administration of Ratzinger/Benedict XVI of the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith. They are  more identifiable, especially after the publishing the midterm report the Synod 2014 “Welcoming Gay People.” The intense emotional adamant refusal to dialogue any point what is deemed to be solely the private property of the CDF, i.e. homosexuality, gay relationships, etc. It is another example of the violation of what Benedict XVI held as a fundamental principle. He held that it is the duty of the pope to first hear from the differing voices in the Church before making a decision, as he stated in his 1968 book Introduction to Christianity. At that time, he down played the centrality of the papacy, but this is startling the complete opposite to the way he dealt with Hunthausen  This was a major point of contention between Ratzinger and Hunthausen - regarding Hunthausen’s obedience, his blind obedience.  

Hunthausen’s Address to the - National Conference of Catholic Bishops (NCCB) 11/13/86
2) Another important point about what this matter most surely is not: it is not a case of personal obduracy or obstinacy on my part. I suppose I am a strong-willed person (my priests would probably bear me out on that!) but I have always striven to be a loyal son of the Church and a faithful member of the College of Bishops. From the very start, I have always made it clear to the Holy Father and to everyone I have dealt with in the Roman Curia that I would happily resign if my doing so would help this situation, and that I would sooner resign than bring dishonor to our Church in any way. The voluminous correspondence between me and the Holy See these past three years will make it clear that my attitude has always been a cooperative and obedient one. But my understanding of the virtue of obedience, coupled with my role as a Bishop with responsibility not only for my own Archdiocese but with shared responsibility within the Episcopal College for the entire Church – my understanding of the virtue of obedience has never allowed me simply to acquiesce. It has, rather, prompted me to engage in a process of dialogue, one which, to the best of my ability, I have always carried out in a respectful, docile and faith-filled manner…
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I having personally experienced the degree of this unconscionable depravity that existed at the top leadership positions of the Catholic Church that is the ultimate lethal global threat to the safety and protection of children - and because I fully knew personally and the authoritative data from science, and the bible on homosexual - it only served to greatly increased the moral obligation I had already felt for the protection of children in March 1997. As a gay Catholic priest, I was morally obligated to do all in my power - to endlessly work to expose the degree of this deadly twisted psychopathic behavior of Hurley, and that of the curia and hierarchy - attacking not only gay priests, but all those in the Church, i.e. theologians, sisters, priests, etc. starting from the 1980s. It expanded my cloistered monastic existence, to continually research the understand what went wrong, the how and why? It started with the investigation of Archbishop Hunthausen. 

Ratzinger and Tübingen 1968

The longer I wait for justice to be served, these past 18 years, is a constant reminder of the malicious intent of the obsessive psychopathic antigay tactics of the curia and hierarchy of the violence I have had to endured that has left me penniless, - the deeper I am able to research into the corruption of the Vatican.

The overall unison of the immediate intense reactions of the majority of members of the hierarchy and curia to the Synod 2014 “welcoming gay people” - was overt because walls of secrecy and bureaucratic anonymity were down and the topic of gay people that had been tightly closed to any open dialogue - was now opened globally for any and all discussion by everyone. The fierce intensity of the negative reactions by people like Burke and others called for a reassessment of the life of Benedict XVI. Reviewing the atrocities of Hiller and the Nazi Regime, but from the point of view of a child growing up through these horrific times and what might be the possible traumatic lifetime effects, it might have on a child. There was the real possibility that Benedict XVI could have suffered from multiple forms of child abuse.

Liberal - Conservative

It is an attempt to find substantiated evidence that would help explain the drastic change in the personality of Benedict XVI. It is an attempt to understand - the inconsistencies between the brilliant sophistication of Benedict XVI, as a prolific writer, internationally renown, first, as a liberal theologian, until, at the age of 41, in 1968 when he turned conservative.  Why?  Why has he remained at such a heighten degree of obsessiveness to remove homosexuality, from the universe, by silencing, removing all those openly discussing any aspect of the emerging science on the topic?  It has sent me back into the history of atrocities of Hitler and the Nazi regime, which I hope I would never have to return. In brief, it is appears that Pope Benedict XVI, then as Cardinal Ratzinger in the late 1960s reacted to the increasing unpleasant  changes in the social environment of Tübingen that led up to a series of Marxist’s disturbances and riots may have triggered a severe dissociated state of mind connected to his traumatic memories of his early childhood years growing up in Nazi Germany. 

…In 1966, Ratzinger was appointed to a chair in dogmatic theology at the University of Tübingen, where he was a colleague of Hans Küng. In his 1968 book Introduction to Christianity, he wrote that the pope has a duty to hear differing voices within the Church before making a decision, and he downplayed the centrality of the papacy. During this time, he distanced himself from the atmosphere of Tübingen and the Marxist leanings of the student movement of the 1960s that quickly radicalised, in the years 1967 and 1968, culminating in a series of disturbances and riots in April and May 1968. Ratzinger came increasingly to see these and associated developments (such as decreasing respect for authority among his students) as connected to a departure from traditional Catholic teachings. Despite his reformist bent, his views increasingly came to contrast with the liberal ideas gaining currency in theological circles…
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It is here that the split of truth appears to may have taken place, with Benedict XVI possibly being triggered by the Marxist’s riots and remembering from child’s point of view at the age was - when the Nazi in retaliation to the Catholic clergy opposing Hitler’s Nazi Regime - they publicly accused seminaries and monasteries of being havens for homosexuals, as a way to gain public support to be able to get rid of them. 

After constant confrontations, by late 1935, Bishop August von Galen of Munich was urging a joint pastoral letter protesting an "underground war" against the church. Under Reinhard Heydrich and Heinrich Himmler, the Security Police and the SD were responsible for suppressing internal and external enemies of the Nazi state. Among those enemies were "political churches" - such as Lutheran and Catholic clergy who opposed the Hitler regime. Such dissidents were arrested and sent to concentration camps. In the 1936 campaign against the monasteries and convents, the authorities charged 276 members of religious orders with the offence of “homosexuality”…
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However, this severe traumatization reaction of one person - does not in anyway excuse - how this person may have been exploited or the criminal behavior that followed by others or for the indifference of others who were and are in positions (curia and hierarchy) to stop psychopathic harm to others (homosexuals). We are witnessing the global atrocities that followed when any portion, no matter how small - of truth is deliberately silenced. The deliberate disregard of truth leads to a rippling deterioration of love and is replaced with hate. This is the pattern that has been blatantly obvious 
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Deterioration of Love

What criminal investigations and indictments will Hurley and Burke have to face on multiple counts, and where will  they be incarcerated?!?!?! Malta is unacceptable for a place of incarceration, as well as, places like  St. John Lateran. It is not a good example of justice - when calling global corporations to task for their injustice - global strip-minding all of humanity. However, the major recent events supporting gay relationships - are just beginning to expose the depth and decades - of the magnitude of the entrenched the corruption that exists throughout the majority of the curia and the hierarchy - though not everyone. They give new meaning to the statement - that it all could fall apart like a house of cards. 

The closeness in time of the Synod on Family 2014 “Welcoming Gay People,” with the majority of hierarchy - their instantaneous hysterical reactions of opposition - void of any supporting facts - together - with the US Supreme Court legalizing Gay Marriage 2015 with the minority of the US population - reacting identically to the hierarchy, including the void of any supporting facts - was astounding. 

Entrenched Corruption

The comparison of these two phenomenal world events that together encompassing a sizable portion to the world’s population - has had a continuous rippling revealing effect on numerous of levels. But in particular it has endlessly been revealing the depth of the entrenched corruption of the curia and hierarchy for the past 30 years, responsible for a number of global atrocities, especially for, though not limited to, the ongoing genocide of children in the form of structural violence. It reveals a deadly infiltration of the unchecked entrenched corruption of the Roman Curia and hierarchy into the USA that has led to the aggressive moral decline, the harmful effects of globalization, played a significant part in leading the USA into a war under false pretenses and an exploitive covert conflict of interest between corrupt individuals. It begins to explains how and why there are so many major similarities and connections between the Roman Curia and the US Congress, especially regarding the entrenched corruption that exists in both. 

Irrational Hostility - to - Love ???

…homosexual unions it has to be noted that there are cases in which mutual aid to the point of sacrifice constitutes a precious support in the life of the partners. Synod on Family - October 14, 2014

No union is more profound than marriage, for it embodies the highest ideals of love, fidelity, devotion, sacrifice, and family. In forming a marital union, two people become something greater than once they wereJustice Kennedy, June 26, 2015

Also what continues to be immensely revealing is - the complete lack of any authoritative data to accompany - the magnitude of the instantaneous hostility that erupted: (1) by the majority the curia and hierarchy caused by the Synod 2014 - gestures of kindness and compassion “Welcoming Gay People,” respecting their gay relationships, validating their giftedness, and the concern about protecting gay children, then (2) by a minority of US citizens to US Supreme Court legalizing Gay Marriage 2015 that was based on the foundation of love. These two separate but identical negative reactions to gay marriage unsupported by any validating evidence is irrational on two accounts, especially considering the size of the populations involved.

An example of both - on two levels (A) the (1) hostility - dehumanizing attacks and the (2) complete lack of any validating evidence - (B) representing the (1) antigay culture of the majority the curia and hierarchy and (2) living in the USA:
Catholic moral theologian Janet Smith, a professor at Detroit’s Sacred Heart Major Seminary…an adviser to the Vatican’s Pontifical Council on the Family,
Smith, an outspoken conservative, is blunt in delivering a message that some gay Catholics might find unwelcoming.
This week’s conference, said Smith in an e-mail to the Free Press, is designed to “serve those who find that elements commonly found in the gay lifestylepromiscuity, anonymous sex, heartbreak, sexually transmitted diseasesis not for them.”
Smith said the U.S. Supreme Court decision in June legalizing marriage for gay people is “more than a little likely” to lead to incest being legalized. Asked if it would be sinful for faithful Catholics to attend the wedding of a gay couple, Smith discouraged it…  Courage International, August 9, 2015
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First, why the absence of any validating data to accompany - the instant negative emotional outburst reaction? To be to this degree of being instantly emotionally upset about any issue that is consistently obsessive over time - never varying in degree and to be unconcerned about having any rational, authoritative understanding why, is the height of being irrational. 

Second, why the authoritative supported expression of the fundamental meaning of love - should evoke the exact opposite expression of the fundamental meaning of love - hate - that is unsupported by any authoritative data?

These two extraordinary world events taken together - all becomes grist-for-the-mill for any researching gay priest - psychologist (who continues to be relentlessly and ruthless attacked by the curia for “coming out” 1997 for the protection of children the past 18 years ) to involved the combine expertise of historians, and theologians to begin to attempt deciphering for the protection of children - the what, how and why it happened and how can we prevent it from happening again.  Is this not the top priority of the core meaning of what it means to be a priest - gay or not - of Jesus Christ?

So to whom is just such - a gay priest or any priest - to be obedient to? Surely, you can say - I am not to be obedient to - in any way to the whatever secret bishop or bishops sent you the documentation - that I have not seen, who assigned the protocol number 20131723/F. And your ongoing delaying that true justice be served and full and proper restitution be made immediately is your collusion and or your assenting to the entrenched corruption the cause of the antigay psychopathic atrocities for the past 30 years, in particular against children.

I was lucky to have been taught and to have learned in grade school that - only to God alone do we owe unconditional obedience. Everyone else must explain their reasoning - of whatever they may asked us to do and how it is directly related to God’s love, before we are permitted to obey it and never before we fully understand - otherwise we are acting irresponsibly and we bear full responsibility for any harm caused to others, most especially to children. We were specifically taught that the excuse “I was just following orders” is absolutely no excuse at all.

Update: 8/25/15

This psychopathic entrenched corruption is a deliberate and complete lack of respect for truth - regarding the immediacy for the protection of children from the lifetime harmful effects caused by the Vatican’s unsubstantiated teachings on homosexuality ongoing for the past 30 years and is emphatically still found in - the INSTRUMENTUM LABORIS - Synod 2015:

Pastoral Attention towards Persons with Homosexual Tendencies
130. (55) Some families have members who have a homosexual tendency. In this regard, the synod fathers asked themselves what pastoral attention might be appropriate for them in accordance with Church teaching: "There are absolutely no grounds for considering homosexual unions to be in any way similar or even remotely analogous to God's plan for marriage and family." Nevertheless, men and women with a homosexual tendency ought to be received with respect and sensitivity. "Every sign of unjust discrimination in their regard should be avoided" (Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith, Considerations Regarding Proposals to Give Legal Recognition to Unions Between Homosexual Persons, 4).

Muller has absolutely no foundation to make this statement about gay couples. First and foremost, his understanding of homosexuality is not based on truth, it is completely void of the incorporation of the any authoritative data from science and the bible. Truth is not found favoring one bias biblical interpretation on homosexuality, while excluding all the other equally valid biblical interpretations that differ. In 1968, Pope Benedict XVI clarified a self-correcting principle in his book Introduction to Christianity that would have avoided the global atrocities over the past 30 years caused by this fundamental error. Muller is violating the very premise that Pope Benedict XVI stated in his book Introduction to Christianity in 1968, as a fundamental truth that it is the duty of every pope before making a decision - must first hear from the differing voices within the Church, downplaying the centrality of the papacy. 

This is the very foundation that Pope Francis so obviously appears to have earnestly returned to in re-establishing continuity in the Church, that is the underlying purpose of the Synods on Family 2014 and 2015. It is the essence of the foundation of the meaning of the Catholic Church. And as Pope Francis, diligently brought the diversity of the world into this process and into the process of reforming the curia - not only were the windows thrown open (Pope John XXIII) but the doors as well, besides literally going out and inviting in people who may have never thought that there was room for them inside, too. When he admitted that he is literally - a sinner - he no longer had to worry about living up to a false image. This unpretentious act was more redeeming and revealing than it may have appeared. It was re-establishing the overall importance of truth, removing the cobwebs of delusional thinking everywhere, in particular, clarifying the doctrine of infallibility, and the centrality of the papacy - the key sources of the corruption in the curia. 

The fear of real Roman Curia reform - April 27, 2015 
Roman Curia offices and their leaders have also for far too long acted as if each of them were a connatural extension of papal infallibility….

The unison negative reaction of the curia and hierarchy to the midterm report of the Synod 2014 welcoming gay people - was far more revealing than they may have intended it to be. It was most revealing on multiple levels - simultaneously, giving insight - into the personal lives of the hierarchy and curia, their competency to be leaders and the bureaucracy of the curia - in regards to their: moral integrity, educational background, sexual and emotional maturity, or lack thereof. Photo 

It more importantly, though sadly, gave a new deeper insight to the life of Pope Benedict XVI, as a child - growing up in Nazi Germany, for the first 18 years of his life that appeared to be most disturbing and possibly extremely traumatic. It gave a clear example of how severely children are harmed for life - growing up in a psychopathic social environment - like Hitler’s Nazi Regime and alarmingly how unconsciously the severity of this psychopathic behavior can be re-enacted in their adult lives (Part 2 - Ghosts in the - Synod 2014… ). However, most revealing was - the stark contrast between, this (1) uncharacteristically kind and compassionate “welcoming of gay people” leaving much of the world awestruck and Burke’s (2) relentless antigay demagoguery following in the aftermath of the Synod 2014. Burke’s intense emotional negative reaction condemning gay people was irrational and out-of-control - it exposed more than just, his life growing through the years of the McCarthy era, both from Wisconsin (Part 2 - - OBEDIENT to WHOM??? - 1997-2015 Protecting Gay Children - vs. - Burke’s Hysterical Antigay Demagoguery…  

Less than 9 months later, the intense negative reaction, though of the minority, in the United States to the US Supreme Court legalizing Gay Marriage, June 26, 2015 - was surprisingly identical to the hierarchy’s intense negative reaction to the Synod on Family, October 14, 2014, welcoming gay people. But even more startling, given the large population of the United States, was the fact, that no matter how intense a negative reaction was made - there was never any authoritative data given in support or to promote any understanding. Burke's "Hysterical Antigay Demagoguery" (along with is his female counterpart, Janet Smith, a professor at Detroit's Sacred Heart Major Seminary) remains the prototype of this emotionally intense and irrational negative reactions to gay relationships - a lot of intense hot air, but no substantiating facts, more reminiscent of a two year old, child, throwing a tantrum. Again, it is one thing for a two year child to throw tantrum that is age appropriate accompanied by a responsible adult to protect the child from harming himself or anyone else. It quite another thing when it is a 67 year old adult, who is throwing a tantrum equivalent to that of a two year old child, which is not age appropriate - - society needs to be protected from such irresponsible and or psychological disturbed adults. Photo

To be continued: 

Fr. Marty Kurylowicz

PS.  Rev. Mercier, the fact that this post is to be continued - is in no way an excuse - for you to stop from fully answering - my plead for immediate need for assistance. Immediate means here within a few days of the date of this posting - which has been posted on  August 22, 2015. 

Note: This posting will continue regardless if my plead for immediate assistance is met and full and proper restitution for the past 18 years is made. 

A new command I give you: Love one another. 
As I have loved you, so you must love one another. 
By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, 
if you love one another.
John 13:34-35

Any attempt to save face in a sense of collegiality among the members of curia and hierarchy - by discrediting even in the slightest the person with the protocol number 20131723/F or refusing proper restitution - for the harm inflicted upon me by the Vatican - with all due respect, if you will pardon the expression - you can kiss your ass - Good-by! 

I say this in no way to protect myself - because the issue is not about me it is about truth and children - all children globally.  The only thing I can be accused of - is resisting risking my life - in standing up for children, by “coming out.” And isn't that the very core of what it means to be a priest that we willingly sacrifice our lives for others, most especially for children! Or did you become a priest so that you could wear a dress! I willingly admit - I tried to get out of what I knew I had to do, however, now - it has been passed on to you. Photo

I will explain, as I have written to many US politicians, how I handled this situation: 

Protect Religious Freedom - but not 
Tyranny in Religion 
June 20, 2011
  The way to begin for us all, not only the NY State Senators, to protect Religious Freedom and not Tyranny in Religion is by obtaining a well-informed conscience.  We start by individually approaching and studying in great detail, because it involves the lives of children, from the best and the brightest (1) scripture scholars regarding the references related to homosexuality and (2) scientists in the field of study of human sexuality, in particular, but [not] limited to, the onset of sexual orientation. The prerequisite to the formation of a well-informed conscience is making a thorough study of all sides of the issue from all available authoritative data and research, including opposing views. Then in this way we are better equipped to decide who and what needs government protection in regards to the gay marriage bill. This exhaustive procedure follows to the letter the Gospel quotation about the “plank” and the” speck.”

How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye. 
Luke 6:42

  The “plank” for us is ignorance.  If we satisfactorily resolve this ignorance, then together we will be able to see more clearly, whether or not, as NY State Senators (government officials) and as citizens we are colluding with the Catholic Hierarchy and are harming children, as was found to be the case in the Ireland Murphy Report.
  …This piece of legislation the gay marriage bill is not like any other in that it involves the well-being of children, at its very root…
  How I resolved this situation was through hours upon hours of continuous prayer. Afterwards, I came to the realization that my life had already been altered – changed forever. Because there was no way I could pretend I did not know what I knew, how severely children are harmed for life by the Vatican unsubstantiated antigay teachings and antigay social norms. I decided that I could not live with the regret knowing that I had a chance to make a profound difference for the better for others, most especially children and that I did nothing. My life would be nothing. I took the bungee jump and I came out to my parishioners. It definitely was not easy, but one thing that happened to me is - I gained a real sense of peace and well-being that has remained constant and unshaken. The scripture passages that kept repeating over and over in my head were:

For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. 
Matthew 16:25


What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self? 
Luke 9:25 


Anyone who loves their FATHER or mother more than me is not worthy of me;… Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me.
Matthew 10:36-38


…whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to stumble, it would be better for him to have a heavy millstone hung around his neck, and to be drowned in the depth of the sea. 
Matthew 18:6


Written by 
Fr Marty Kurylowicz



Background information - 1997 - 2015:  Photo

Fr Marty Kurylowicz’s “Coming Out” 1997 
News Reports: 

March 29, 1997 - Parishioners Supportive of Gay Priest - “coming out” for the protection of children. 
(check The Grand Rapids Press for accuracy)

June 28, 1997 - Kurylowicz Comes Out 
“...U.S. Catholic Bishops Conference said Kurylowicz” coming out to his congregation, first in a newsletter then from the pulpit on Holy Thursday, is “unprecedented.”
(check The Grand Rapids Press for accuracy)

October 8, 2005 - Impending rules on gay priests creates Catholic divide
…Rev. Martin Kurylowicz...said...the struggle would be made harder for many others if the Vatican issues new rules that reportedly would ban gays from becoming priests… “Kids as young as 4 or 5 know they're different," said Kurylowicz... "They grow up with this pervasive guilt, which sabotages their growth and motivation." The result is thousands of dollars in therapy to accept their natural orientation, he said, adding, "Does the Vatican want to take that on, like the tobacco industry had to take on for the damage it caused consumers?”...
(check The Grand Rapids Press for accuracy)

May 27, 2006 - Gay priest removed from ministry
(check The Grand Rapids Press for accuracy)
Note: Bishop Hurley unethically manipulates canon law misrepresenting my situation: by excluding the factual details of the Vatican’s equally unethical punitive sanctions and threats imposed on me for “coming out” for the protection of children in March 1997, e.g. lost of the possibility of future assignments, regular priest salary and educational benefits, to  coerce my compliance to be reeducated - to assure my silence in protecting children or to force me to leave the priesthood. Hurley’s dishonest response to the press was meant to destroy my credibility and reputation. Hurley also disclosed the cost of my psychotherapy sessions, a breach of employer employee confidentially. There are No USA civil laws to protect gay priests from such a fatal destructive public attack on my reputation. The same tactic was used, again in 2012, against Vatican Bank, ex-president Tedeschi, who was attempting to increase the transparency of the scandal-ridden Vatican institution. There is “…the publication of a letter from a psychotherapist detailing the mental health of the Vatican's recently ousted bank chief…and appeared aimed at further discrediting and humiliating the Vatican bank's ex-president, Ettore Gotti Tedeschi, once a top papal adviser…”(

   Hurley’s deliberate distortion of the facts of my situation was meant to humiliate me publicly, a character assassination against me. This was not just one single isolated character assassination attack made against me. The exact pattern of this character assassination attack, since 2004 to 2014  has been over used by the Vatican under Benedict XVI - against anyone - deemed as a threat to their specific ideology, especially related to gay sexual orientation. On, April 30, 2014, Cardinal Muller of the CDF, issued a forceful public statement against the LCWR leaders that is confusing and irrationally based on a misrepresentation of unsubstantiated facts. Cardinal Burke during and after the Synod on the Family, October 2014 - fiercely demonstrated by his unwillingness to even discuss issues related marriage and gay sexual orientation, the pervasive hostile attitude against homosexuality. 


March 4, 2008 - Children Growing-up Gay & Vatican's Impact Harmful -GROUPTHINK 
Fr. Marty Kurylowicz 

December 26, 2008 - AUSCHWITZ - CHRISTMAS 2008 - A flashback far more severe than in - BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN – Fr. Marty Kurylowicz

April 2009 - SEXUAL ORIENTATION is less about sex and more about LOVE, being one with another human being. Attachment Theory - LOVE & RELIGION - Fr. Marty Kurylowicz 
Nothing in life is more precious than the intimate relationships we have with love ones. Healthy love relationships delight us give us confidence to take on challenges and support us in difficult times...

December 17, 2009 - Roman Catholic hierarchy child sexual abuse “cover-ups” ordered by Benedict XVI to avoid public outrage & criminal charges falsely accused gay priests, WATERGATE? Fr. Marty Kurylowicz 
...A major problem with the hierarchical structure of the Roman Catholic Church is that there are no “checks and balances.” When the necessary “checks and balances” are not in place to protect any organization, it leaves "not making waves" the rule that governs the hierarchy and opens the way to many devastating mistakes harmful to everyone and allows corruption to grow...


July 2010 - The letter sent out by Fr. Marty Kurylowicz to USA government officials and others – a victim of structural violence - for protecting children - seeking legal assistance as a citizen of the USA  (a copy found on the link below)

February 10, 2013 - Fr. Kurylowicz’s letter sent to US government officials...
I made an appeal to counteract Bishop Hurley’s manipulation of canon law in order to be able to charge me on a technicality “not returning home” by separating it from the situation that caused it after I came out 1997. Letter gives an extensive accounting of my “coming out” situation of 1997 - not separated from Hurley’s charges against me. 


November 26, 2013 - Letter from Bishop Walkowiak - regarding Bishop Hurley’s canonical proceedings to remove Fr. Kurylowicz from the priesthood - ultimatum 

December 30, 2013 - Fr. Kurylowicz’s letter of response to Bishop Walkowiak - and has appealed his case to Pope Francis